meh
I don't want to talk about this with you; I just want you to respond accordingly.
It's too hard being friends with you. I dunno why I feel this way but it feels like I have to force you to talk to me. I know you've told me to relax and that if you have a problem, you'll say so. And I should probably take you at your word. But...personally, what someone does to me and how that person acts towards me speaks volumes in comparison to what they actually say.
This has nothing to do with previous situations between you and I.
I just...y'know, it'd be nice if you asked me to do something once in a while, if you initiated a conversation, if you didn't seem to have an aversion to being around me. I dunno...i feel stupid even typing this...it feels like such a childish thing to be upset about.
And the frustrating thing is that I can't talk to you about it, because you just ridicule me when I do. You ridicule me anyway, but it really hurts when I make myself vulnerable to you and you tell me it's "all in [my] head".
I guess what I'm trying to say is, if you want to be my friend, I wish you'd act as such.
It's too hard being friends with you. I dunno why I feel this way but it feels like I have to force you to talk to me. I know you've told me to relax and that if you have a problem, you'll say so. And I should probably take you at your word. But...personally, what someone does to me and how that person acts towards me speaks volumes in comparison to what they actually say.
This has nothing to do with previous situations between you and I.
I just...y'know, it'd be nice if you asked me to do something once in a while, if you initiated a conversation, if you didn't seem to have an aversion to being around me. I dunno...i feel stupid even typing this...it feels like such a childish thing to be upset about.
And the frustrating thing is that I can't talk to you about it, because you just ridicule me when I do. You ridicule me anyway, but it really hurts when I make myself vulnerable to you and you tell me it's "all in [my] head".
I guess what I'm trying to say is, if you want to be my friend, I wish you'd act as such.