Lies,Lies, Lies!
It scares me sometimes that I can lie and hide things so well, but I guess that's what Eating Disorders give us- "personalities" and "gifts". I'm getting better and better at hiding and lying about my eaten food that I feel real guilty about, but It doesn't stop me from getting where I'm determined to get. It's amazing how easily my parents are fooled into the lame reasons/excuses I make, I mean most parents would be " Yeah sure, I'm not buying that" But it's all trust. They give me their trust and I break it just like that! Most days I can't believe how much I've lied to get where I am today, and trust me it's not a good feeling but somehow I feel like my parents deserve it... Somehow.