Wow! I get to give birth AND change diapers!
Geeeez. Woke up around 4:30am, on the "wrong" side of the bed, so beware: today I am a Bitchy Poster.
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I feel like a housewife and the thought is making me nauseous. Sure, I don't mind doing dishes and some laundry every once in awhile, but this is ridiculous. I feel like I have to do it everyday or else it won't ever get done. And cords everywhere! PS2 cords, XBox cords, laptop cord, phone charger cord, stereo cord, VCR cord - I'm up to HERE with f*cking cords in my living room! I guess I should just be grateful Anthony can't crawl yet. Then I might have to actually do something about it.
Whenever I feel miserable, I feel like I'm married and this is pretty depressing. Why do I feel so negative? I am a mother, yes, and doing very well with it thank you, but I am NOT a wife, and not ready for it either. Don't get me wrong, I love Antoine, but neither of us is ready for this.
I'm sorry to be so negative. I just don't always trust that all my efforts are worth it, and like every other female, I wish I could predict the future...
On a more positive note, summer classes begin in 2 and 1/2 weeks! I think taking class, doing something strictly for myself, will help my sanity. I hope that don't sound too selfish...
I've only given birth once, but I sometimes feel as if I'm taking care of 2 babies.
At least they can entertain each other sometimes...