strange day
so today's been a strange day.
- first of all -- my mom kept me on the phone'til the wee hours of the morning telling me about everything from her possible desire to *be* with another woman to her "need" to give nicole away. wtf.
- secondly, i woke up tired from only getting 4.5 hours of sleep due to the long convo with my mother.
- i met with alvey to exercise and he told me his grandma passed away at 11:00 last night. i felt so bad, but i didn't know what to say. death is a hard thing to deal with, and i just don't know how to help him -- or, if he even needs me help! could he *not* need my help? could he just need to know i'd help him if he wanted me to? guys deal with these kind of things strangely as it is, but i'm a girl -- i just want to hold him. you know how it is.
- so, then i go to classes -- the least strange part of my day. nothing important.
- an hour ago, i was talking to some of the girls and realized that since stephanie has to leave for the semester. i can take her room and have a private for no extra price. awesome, since (1) my roomy's boyfriend SMELLS AWFUL, (2) my roomy and her boy have sex when i'm IN THE ROOM, and (3) alvey and i would have time alone :). lol. bad part: chris would have to pay for a private. am i allowed to put her in that situation? i dont know.
so here i am.
weird day.
i'm going to find out how to go about moving out... and will get to move in whens stephanie moves out. good things come out of everything, but it's sad that stephanie has to leave. :( poor girl.
i'm liking not having a job -- it's a great feeling. and i like being EVP of the sorority, but it can be stressful sometimes dealing with problems. it's a good experience in the end.
another weird thing -- february is in less than 15 minutes. time flies.