candy barrrrs
mono sucks.
I almost wish I didn't know I had it.
Before I just thought I was being lazy.
So I'd try to ignore it and be productive.
Now I know that I'm supposed to lay down when I don't feel well.
My friend Dean had it and told me that's the only way to get better.
So... I slept til 1 today. Then I laid, is that the write spelling? in bed for probably another 3 hours. Then I sat on the floor for an hour fixing my nails. And then I drank diet coke. So now I'm tired but I can't sleep bc of the caffiene.
I still haven't had the balls to quit zeta.
ughhh.
btw, I apparently bought 40 candy bars... so if anyone wants one, just hit me up.
there is nothing good on tv.
I guess having free time to just lay around is kind of nice.
But it's making this transition from being at home to here that much harder.
I freaked out this past weekend because I didn't want to come back.
The idea of having mono and failing all of my classes scared me. And the decision over quitting zeta is not as easy as everyone makes it out to be. I'm just not looking forward to not having any friends this semester.
That's the only reason why I haven't actually quit the sorority.
I do have friends in the music school... but I dunno. Either they're too busy practicing to just hang out or go out to eat with... or they're running around naming their instruments and playing the "I'm a super awkward band kid" game.
One of my friends said that when she had mono a couple of years ago, the doctor wrote a note and had her excused from classes for two weeks. I'm thinking about stopping by the health center and exploring this option. My parents already offered to have me just commute back and forth for a couple of weeks. They keep calling me to make sure I'm drinking water and laying down. *sighs*
I'd love to commute, but gas is just way too expensive. I don't really want to have to make up all the work from 2 weeks of classes either.
I don't really feel like thinking anymore. I found some cooking show on TV. They're making pickles. perfect.
Good night
PS... I'm sorry I missed out on everything last week with you guys. My mom didn't really want me to go to Christina's. I probably could have pushed her more, but I didn't want to get there, then get really tired and ruin your night up there. I'm glad you guys had fun though...
I love and miss you guys... I hope school is going well for both of you.