BAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
keeping my mouth shut.... AHHH so much built up anger... Why are things that make me annoyed or uppset... so easy to just pretend arent there.... but really are making me crazy inside.
ahh I hate love, and i hate wanting to be accepted and trying to make sure I do everything right, just so I don't mess up anything.... just so I wont end up alone.
I feel socially let down today.... i didnt go to school so i didnt get to talk to or see any of my friends.. accept kristina p., i called her at lunch:)
oh and nancy, seen her tonight.
i guess i should be happy.
haha.
duh pathetic paige is my new name
ahh I hate love, and i hate wanting to be accepted and trying to make sure I do everything right, just so I don't mess up anything.... just so I wont end up alone.
I feel socially let down today.... i didnt go to school so i didnt get to talk to or see any of my friends.. accept kristina p., i called her at lunch:)
oh and nancy, seen her tonight.
i guess i should be happy.
haha.
duh pathetic paige is my new name