Mar 20, 2005 05:25
went to portland yesterday evening with mandy, Janet, and Jackie.
Im not a good experienced driver... and i have told ppl a million times. i was very sleepy on the drive back, and my car kept hydroplaning because of the wind. we were all glad to get back to lebanon tho... sleep is fun. im not sleeping right now becasue when i went to lay down i thought i heard things.. like mice.. and so now i cant sleep even if im sooo tired.grrrrr
haha oh well.
rocky horror was fun. we almost missed it thanks to me!! GOSH i suck at knowing how to get places, there are SOOO many buses and i even forgot street names. my other friends were all watchin a movie at the movie place so couldnt call during that. I think they saw the ring 2, ive wanted to see that so bad! was it good?
Things changed towards the night.. as soon as we got to downtown portland... things just changed.
I didnt see ashli !! I was sad. I wanted to see her:) I wanted to show her my cool outfitta for the show.
im still confused as to what happened... so hopefully i can find out if I did something wrong.. I really shouldnt care, but i do because i care about my friends so i care about what they do.
im sooo lame. i am kinda looking forward to the end of the year and moving now, then maybe some feelings will go away and some presence of me places will leave that are annoying. as i look back a few years i know exactly why i had as "many" friends as I did, and such.
we are gonna get our bottom secret notebook published some day, we hope.