Nov 01, 2004 22:16
man... i feel like shit tonight.
ha! one of my dear friends that is in my mol/cell class just talk to our prof and told me that this lady expect us to study around 100 hours before every test which is about 3 to 5 hours a day. and she also said that she thinks we are over commited to other things such as other classes and maybe a social life. What the fuck!!!! i don't have a social life. i go to classes, i study, i work and i see Brian maybe twice a week. is that much of a social life. and hell, i have already sacrificed grades in two other classes for this one class. what am i suppose to do. kill myself. become a recluse...
oh i am so pissed off right now. i am not a slacker and i do not like for people to think that i am.
if you honestly ask anyone at this school "who has the hardest major?" they will say "the biology students," "who studies the most?" the biology students.
i have had enough. i am trying my best and still feeling like a failure.
i don't know... oh i don't know...
man... my life sucks right now...
psalm 142