Feb 25, 2004 20:32
CURRENT
CLOTHES: jeans, a tee-shirt, brian's sweat shirt
MOOD: tired
MUSIC: none
TASTE: raspberry jolly ranchers
MAKE-UP: eye make-up and lip gloss
HAIR: up in two messy buns
ANNOYANCE: the frat boys sitting at the table next to me
SMELL: lotion
DESKTOP PICTURE: it's the ilbrary computer
BOOK YOU'RE READING: my cell biology book
DVD IN PLAYER: i don't have a dvd player
COLOR OF TOENAILS: light purple
REFRESHMENT: none
WORRY: that i will never get all my school work done by next week
-L A S T . P E R S O N...-
YOU TOUCHED: krista's friend mark
YOU TALKED TO: brian
HUGGED: mark
YOU INSTANT MESSAGED: dont' remember
YOU YELLED AT: myself
YOU KISSED: Brian
- F A V O R I T E -
DRINK: gouava juice
COLOR: pink, blue, black, marron, etc...
SHOES: my red hich heeled summer sandals
CANDY: sweet tarts
ANIMAL: cat
TV SHOW: ER
MOVIE: right now... pirates of the caribean
VEGETABLE: brocoli
FRUIT: mango
CARTOON: spunge-bob
- A R E . Y O U -
UNDERSTANDING: i try to be
OPEN-MINDED: definitly
ARROGANT: somtimes
INSECURE: quite
INTERESTING: i think i am
RANDOM: a lot
HUNGRY: not really
SMART: somewhat
MOODY: ndefinately
CHILDISH: sometimes
HARD WORKING: yup
ORGANIZED: when it comes to certain things
HEALTHY: i try to be
SHY: nope
DIFFICULT: i can be
ATTRACTIVE: brian thinks so
BORED EASILY: not really
MESSY: sometimes
THIRSTY: very
RESPONSIBLE: yes, i am
OBSESSED: not really
ANGRY: not this year
SAD: not since a certain person has come into my life
HAPPY: usually
HYPER: not as much as i used to be
TRUSTING: yes
TALKATIVE: depends
LEGAL: uh..yeah
-W H O . D O . Y O U . W A N T . T O...-
KILL: all the sexual abusers out there
SLAP: my roomies sometimes... just to get some sense into them
GET REALLY WASTED WITH: Brian
GET HIGH WITH: brian
LOOK LIKE: winona rider
TALK TO OFFLINE: brian
TALK TO ONLINE: brian
MY NAME IS: Emily
IN THE MORNING I AM: quiet, irritable
ALL I NEED IS: nothing... i'm perfectly content right now, although i bigger brain would be nice
LOVE IS: something i'm learning a lot about
I'M AFRAID OF: seperation
I DREAM ABOUT: simplicity
-W H I C H . I S . B E T T E R-
COKE OR PEPSI: coke
FLOWERS OR CANDY: flowers
TALL OR SHORT: i think i'm tall
-W I T H .T H E. O P P O S I T E. S E X-
WHAT DO YOU NOTICE FIRST: eyes, smile, hair
LAST PERSON YOU SLOW DANCED WITH: brian
WORST QUESTION TO ASK: dunno...?
WHO MAKES YOU LAUGH THE MOST: right now brian
WHO MAKES YOU SMILE: God
GIVES YOU A FUNNY FEELING WHEN YOU SEE THEM: brian, duh!
WHO DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON: brian
HAS A CRUSH ON YOU: brian, i hope... :)
IS EASIEST TO TALK TO: brian
-D O. Y O U .E V E R-
SIT ON THE INTERNET ALL NIGHT WAITING FOR THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE TO I.M: i've done it before
SAVE MSN CONVERSATIONS? nope
WISH YOU WERE A MEMBER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX? nope, they can't have babies
CRY BECAUSE OF SOMEONE SAYING SOMETHING TO YOU? sometimes
-H A V E .Y O U .E V E R-
FALLEN FOR YOUR BEST FRIEND? yes
BEEN IN LOVE? i dunno... it's hard to tell
BEEN REJECTED? plenty
REJECTED SOMEONE? yes
USED SOMEONE? nope
BEEN CHEATED ON? yeah
DONE SOMETHING YOU REGRET? of course
LIED? yes
-E X T R A S-
SMOKE CIGARETTES? yuck
COULD YOU LIVE WITHOUT THE COMPUTER? definitly
COLOR YOUR HAIR? yup
EVER GET OFF THE DAMN COMPUTER? oh yeah
HABLA ESPANOL? si, un poco
HOW MANY PEEPS ARE ON UR BUDDY LIST? too many to count right now
DRINK ALCOHOL? ocassionally
LIKE WATCHING SUNRISES OR SUNSETS? sure
WHAT HURTS MORE, PHYSICAL OR EMOTIONAL PAIN? definitly emotional becuase it takes longest to heal and sometimes there is no remedy but time
-N U M B E R-
OF TIMES YOURE HEART HAS BEEN BROKEN: to many to count
OF HEARTS I HAVE BROKEN: i don't know
OF GUYS I'VE KISSED (NOT COUNTING FAMILY): about 13 or 14
OF GIRLS I'VE KISSED (NOT COUNTING FAMILY): 1
OF CONTINENTS I HAVE LIVED IN: 2
OF GOOD FRIENDS: 3 or 4
OF CD'S THAT I OWN: many
OF SCARS ON MY BODY: quite a few
OF THINGS IN MY PAST THAT I REGRET: plenty
-Y O U R . T H O U G H T S-
I KNOW: it's not the end of the world
I WANT: to feel like everything is going to be ok
I HAVE: so much going for me
I WISH: i didn't focus so much on myself
I HATE: being used
I FEAR: being invisible
I HEAR: those stupid frat boys
I SEARCH: for completion
I WONDER: what God has in store for me
I REGRET: stupid things
I LOVE: being loved
I CARE: about too much sometimes
I ALWAYS: avoid confrontation
I AM NOT: sad
I DANCE: not often enough
I SING: because it makes me happy
I CRY: when can't help it
I DO NOT ALWAYS: do the right thing
I FIGHT: myself
I WRITE: only when i am inspired to
I WIN: when i don't care
I LOSE: when i am selfish
I CONFUSE: myself
I LISTEN: intently
I CAN USUALLY BE FOUND: studying
I NEED: to be encouraged
I AM HAPPY: when others are happy
I SHOULD HAVE: been more careful with my heart