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[palebluenightie]

I spend all this time down on myself, comparing myself to others.
I spend more time thinking about what I don't have: whose body I don't have, whose legs I don't have, whose intelligence I don't have.

I don't have a lot.
I look in the mirror everyday and see everything I'm not.
I'm devastatingly insecure.

I know this is wrong.
I know this ain't right.

But I can't shake it.