IT HAS BEEN SO LONG
Well i have been useing myspace more. I have a lot more people that will look at that. but i don't like putting my thoughts on there though. to many people see it. some people that I don't want to see it. so you guys are the lucky few. if y'all even read it.
i have photos on myspce though so still check it out.
Personal myspace.com/paleblueeyes63
art pictures myspace.com/elizabethdupuy
so me and jimmy haven't been doing good. for about a week it was are we together or not and then i finally said that we weren't but we remain friends. we have to even if i didn't want to because he has my vw beetle and I am in sisters wedding in september. so if I get my car back before the wedding, then there will be no reason for me to go back over there.
well I am starting to really realize how alone I amsince I haven't talk to him so much. I have talked to anyone about anything. So i am depressed in my own little world. I don't have any friends to go out with so it is even worst then it should be. if my house was paid for and work was closer to it I would move into it because i know for a fact now that i am not moving back to tx.
It is so hard becasue i have been with him almost 5 years. it would have been 5 years on my birthday of all things. well at least I am 21 this year and i can legally drink my way into not thinking about it.
I really wish I had friends that I could go out with. one rason i didn't was becasue when i did go out it was hard becasue he was always caling and checking on me to see if iw as ok and all I want to so is talk to him. so waht was the point in going out. now I have nothing!
Even if I had friends call me I wouldn't have anything to talk about. all I do is watch tv and play on the internet. what is the point for even trying.
i have photos on myspce though so still check it out.
Personal myspace.com/paleblueeyes63
art pictures myspace.com/elizabethdupuy
so me and jimmy haven't been doing good. for about a week it was are we together or not and then i finally said that we weren't but we remain friends. we have to even if i didn't want to because he has my vw beetle and I am in sisters wedding in september. so if I get my car back before the wedding, then there will be no reason for me to go back over there.
well I am starting to really realize how alone I amsince I haven't talk to him so much. I have talked to anyone about anything. So i am depressed in my own little world. I don't have any friends to go out with so it is even worst then it should be. if my house was paid for and work was closer to it I would move into it because i know for a fact now that i am not moving back to tx.
It is so hard becasue i have been with him almost 5 years. it would have been 5 years on my birthday of all things. well at least I am 21 this year and i can legally drink my way into not thinking about it.
I really wish I had friends that I could go out with. one rason i didn't was becasue when i did go out it was hard becasue he was always caling and checking on me to see if iw as ok and all I want to so is talk to him. so waht was the point in going out. now I have nothing!
Even if I had friends call me I wouldn't have anything to talk about. all I do is watch tv and play on the internet. what is the point for even trying.