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after long discussion on many topics i think that another's theory on them self may be true of me..
its called the phoenix theory.
the phoenix is very loyal creature. but she is destine to be alone. they know when its time for them to die.. an fly into the sun.. for a new phoenix to be born from those ashes.
i am beginning to think i am destine to be alone.. even though the pull is great for family and companionship.. i think that i am one of those creatures that cannot be held onto.. the ones that have the chance i am more loyal to than myself.. but they cannot see it for the burning colors have not yet begun.. the ones that do see it only know that they will inevitable get burnt by the wall of fire that surrounds my heart..
i have so much to accomplish in a short period of time.. but no desire to do the necessary things.. only the desire for the burn of things to begin again.. only desire for the pain that will bring my new skin.. from these ashes beats the strongest of hearts.. but it is over looked for the pale gray covering that it bears.. that it will always wear to the view of the world.
its called the phoenix theory.
the phoenix is very loyal creature. but she is destine to be alone. they know when its time for them to die.. an fly into the sun.. for a new phoenix to be born from those ashes.
i am beginning to think i am destine to be alone.. even though the pull is great for family and companionship.. i think that i am one of those creatures that cannot be held onto.. the ones that have the chance i am more loyal to than myself.. but they cannot see it for the burning colors have not yet begun.. the ones that do see it only know that they will inevitable get burnt by the wall of fire that surrounds my heart..
i have so much to accomplish in a short period of time.. but no desire to do the necessary things.. only the desire for the burn of things to begin again.. only desire for the pain that will bring my new skin.. from these ashes beats the strongest of hearts.. but it is over looked for the pale gray covering that it bears.. that it will always wear to the view of the world.