reason?
has this paranoia served a purpose? have all these little sick feelings in my stomach been real?? have i ignored them to long? its too late now. . i've already began the fall. . now which way do i ask the hands to go? "up or down i say? we haven't got all day? yes which way?. . she chose down! what was that the wrong way?" you never know the consequences of what you do. . you never know what that one minor thing you do or say will cause someone else to do or say. .
as humans we are addicted to the truth. no matter how painful or how better we are not knowing. . we are addicts. . waiting for our fix.
we choose how much we take. . and how much we give. . now i've been told we choose how much we let things affect us. . but only a truly cold heart can accomplish that. . once you're heart has fallen so has the rest of you. . the question is. . how long can you keep lying to yourself?
as humans we are addicted to the truth. no matter how painful or how better we are not knowing. . we are addicts. . waiting for our fix.
we choose how much we take. . and how much we give. . now i've been told we choose how much we let things affect us. . but only a truly cold heart can accomplish that. . once you're heart has fallen so has the rest of you. . the question is. . how long can you keep lying to yourself?