I...
So... I thought about shooting people in the face today 548465465 times, mostly myself. I "cheated" on Sarah with Hayley. I got a 'secret' note from Brice. I wrote Sarah a note, and got one back. I didn't notice/remember anything. I got my labs in Bob's class done. I had an awkward exchange of words with Pfaff. I defied Redlin. I swore under my breath at [Dr.]Whitney. I enjoyed LaRouche's class. I spent too much time on the internet. I almost told someone I like them. I took it back with regret. I was emo. I was a whiner. I refused to listen to something someone told me over and over. I craved Jones soda, for the first time since I've really started drinking it. I got yelled at by my dad for turning my head the wrong way. I watched some of American Idol. I listened to INXS for the first time in a long time. I got in a fight with a good friend. I hated Yahoo much, much more. I chewed my mom's gum. I got yelled at for it. I drunk something disgusting. I brought a friend to lunch. I typed useless things on my livejournal. I didn't know how to stop. I shot myself in the face with a toy gun. I died inside my head. I almost wish it wasn't a toy gun. I almost wish I would have gone to bed earlier. I almost wish I could shut up.