Jan 10, 2005 16:48
so there's not a lot that is new. i work entirely too much. so that much that it takes away from most of my social life. it's really good money but between work and school and alex i don't have anytime. actually, it's not even about alex. i hardly ever see him either which kind of sucks, but what am i going to do? i mean.. us not seeing each other obviously work since we're really happy. it'll only be 3 months soon, but it just feels so much longer. we have this awesome connection, and we get along so well.. and i'm not afraid to say it; i know there are many people out there who don't believe that things like this could happen but i truely love him. i'm sort of happy that i made the decision to quit waldbaums and go to red lobster. i take home a hell of a lot more money; it's nice to see my bank account in triple digits, both the checking and saving and still have money in my piggy bank at my house. but.. i miss knowing exactly what i'm doing at work. it sucks going from the person who knows everything, that everyone comes to with questions to being the person who always has to ask the questions. i mean they're really nice about it.. and it's not like everyone hates me for asking questions but i just feel like a burden sometimes.
p.s. i want a new truck. peace.