Jul 22, 2005 12:55
Tara keeps teasing me about being a heartbreaker. And I know it´s all in fun, and I know it doesn´t matter, but after a while it just gets...frustrating. Because then she teases me about calling home twice a day (she thinks it´s cute). And I want....I want to be home. Not CT, that´s not home. And it´s not that Turkey isn´t great or that I don´t want to travel. It´s because there´s this amazing, beautiful girl who is my home, my love. At this point, I´m just frustrated, impatient, and missing her like hell. It just feels like everything is coming to a head, like this is the start of everything we´ve talked about and dreamed of. It´s why I´m so certain. Because I just want her, and being so far away, loving her, feeling her love...it just confirms what I´ve known: that we´re going to last, going to be together, no matter what.
"My hopes are so high
That your kiss mıght kill me.
So won´t you kill me
So I die happy."
"You got a fast car,
But is it fast enough that we can fly away?
We gotta make a decision
Leave tonight or live and die this way.
I remember we were driving, driving in your car
Speed so fast I felt like I was drunk
City lights laid out before us
And your arm felt nice wrapped around my shoulder
And I had a feeling that I belonged
And I had a feeling I could be someone."