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im tired of walking around like a zombie, im going to be so relieved when im finally done with all of this school shit. my teachers are all assholes, simply put. they live for making you feel like shit, and i think belittling people is the highlight of their day, either that or treating you like youre biggest nuisance when you go to their office to ask a simple yes/no question. im sorry, i thought this was your job (to help me), my mistake. its a GREAT learning environment, let me tell ya.
so i had my FINAL final practical for surgery (we also had one last week because apparently just combining into one, like they do EVERY OTHER TIME, would be too easy) and this was the one where you go in and talk to doc about the anesthesia machine. well after studying for ever for it yesterday (like literally all day, plus a practical in clin tech earlier yesterday) i actuall think *gasp* that i know what im talking about. does this stop him from making me feel like a complete idiot once i get in there? of course not. i dont think anyone reading this has a complete grasp on how big of a dick he is to us, ALL THE TIME, but today was especially horrendous. whatever, its the last time i ever have to talk to him. i know about anesthesia, i know about premeds and induction agents and how to intubate, scrub in, prep the animal and whatnot, i could really care less what he thinks about me. im a smart girl and i refuse to let him get satisfaction out of treating me like im stupid. yes i dont know everything, but im also not a veterinarian with 20+ years of experience behind me. he expects everyone to know what he knows. i can only do the best that i can do, and if thats not good enough then i dont know what to tell him. i wont kill an animal, i actually do retain information from classes once the semester ends unlike most of my fellow classmates. so fuck him.
so i had my FINAL final practical for surgery (we also had one last week because apparently just combining into one, like they do EVERY OTHER TIME, would be too easy) and this was the one where you go in and talk to doc about the anesthesia machine. well after studying for ever for it yesterday (like literally all day, plus a practical in clin tech earlier yesterday) i actuall think *gasp* that i know what im talking about. does this stop him from making me feel like a complete idiot once i get in there? of course not. i dont think anyone reading this has a complete grasp on how big of a dick he is to us, ALL THE TIME, but today was especially horrendous. whatever, its the last time i ever have to talk to him. i know about anesthesia, i know about premeds and induction agents and how to intubate, scrub in, prep the animal and whatnot, i could really care less what he thinks about me. im a smart girl and i refuse to let him get satisfaction out of treating me like im stupid. yes i dont know everything, but im also not a veterinarian with 20+ years of experience behind me. he expects everyone to know what he knows. i can only do the best that i can do, and if thats not good enough then i dont know what to tell him. i wont kill an animal, i actually do retain information from classes once the semester ends unlike most of my fellow classmates. so fuck him.