the invasion aproaches
well then it is now 6:09pm which means i have about 13 hours and 51 minutes before the MCAT. i am scared... so scared im looking over some review stuff and i realised i don't have a clue about electostatics or bloody dipoles, and its been 5 years since ive done some of the chemistry. i dont thinik this is going to go too well. oh well i need to get out of her for a little tonight. and i could use a hug (insert sad puppy/kitty face here). by the Golden Throne im screwed on this one. all i can do is what i always do when i know im going to loss. gather up my things make sure my tie is neet, stand up straight and just walk head long into imminent destruction and give it hell, in other words go down fighting. i may loss but i'll hurt that inanimate objects ego...ummm yeah. lets just go with that.
so in closing i will say the only prayer i think that matters, the only one i have ever cared to remember, and the only one i have ever meant when i have said it.
"I must not fear.
Fear is the mind-killer.
Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration.
I will face my fear.
I will permit it to pass over me and through me.
And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path.
Where the fear has gone there will be nothing.
Only I will remain."
may the force be with us all, and may the mcat's "blade" chip and shatter.
-13hours 35minutes-
so in closing i will say the only prayer i think that matters, the only one i have ever cared to remember, and the only one i have ever meant when i have said it.
"I must not fear.
Fear is the mind-killer.
Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration.
I will face my fear.
I will permit it to pass over me and through me.
And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path.
Where the fear has gone there will be nothing.
Only I will remain."
may the force be with us all, and may the mcat's "blade" chip and shatter.
-13hours 35minutes-