Title: Reluctant love
Author
pal_porns_r_luv Promt: Digital Devil Saga; Serph/Heat, reluctant love, he hates that he still trusts him
Warnigs: mentions of Yaoi.
A/N yeah this is un beta'd......sorry
Reluctant LoveA/N there may be some plot mistakes as it has been ages since I watched my sis play this game, (I’m still on the first one, but know almost all of the 2nd one (just don’t know who the final boss is) so if that’s happened I’m sorry and it’s Slight AU *sweat drop*
“I can’t believe Heat betrayed us! That back stabbing bastard!”
Argilla ranted at the Embryon after the disaster at the karma society.
“It appears as though we are unable to rely on Heat
I look to my teams, the team that is present at least. They continue their discussion without me.
Heat should be here, he should be yelling , threatening Cielo, quieting him down. Stopping Argilla from falling into depression. Confusing Gale, so as he something other then Lupa to concentrate on. Heat brought the team together in the junkyard.
The rest of the Team and Roland with Adil, discuss what complications Heat’s ‘Betrayal’ will cause.
“Stop it!” I Yell at the group in anger raising my voice, straining my scared throat. Raising from my chair, causing Gale to stop mid pace. “There won’t be ‘complications’ he hasn’t ‘betrayed’ us! He’s still our comrade!” I leave from the room, slamming doors behind me.
Flopping on to my bed my goes back to seeing Heat
My heart had fluttered as Heat had opened the door, my heart breaking as he fired a fireball toward Argilla, hoping, praying that he was just trying to brake Sera out.
Argilla entered the room laying a hand on my shoulder.
“Serph are you alright?” she sat by me her voice filled with concern. Tears fell lightly from my eyes falling lightly onto my arms. “Is this about Heat?” expect Argilla to be the first one to understand. “you two were close right?”
More then close. Meeting were usually spent watching Heat, usually letting the rest of the team, usually Gale, decided what happened. I was usually admiring how Heats hair fell across his face, how his red eyes shone.
“we’re all upset about it Serph,” Argilla gently lifted my head up, upon seeing my tears pulling me into a hug, “Don’t worry Serph, it’s as you said, he’s still our comrade, he’ll realise where he’s meant to be.”
Trusting in that we continued our missions.
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We had returned after Saving Sera, whom was glad to be reunited with everyone, dancing along with Cielo, meeting Roland Fred and Adil wile Argilla fussed over her and Gale overlooked the area, looking for possible threats. After escaping Cielo’s grasp Sera launched herself at me, grabbing me into a hug. I lightly wrapped my arms around her shoulders, the shoulders of the one HE loved so much.
“where’s Heat?”
An atmosphere slams down, without waiting for anyone to answer I turns away from the group heading back inside. The group looked as if they wished to follow, Sera included.
“do not follow,” thank you Gale.
As I enter the building I hear Cielo start a conversation with Sera, properly explaining it to her, wile Argilla moved to talk to Roland and Adil must of kept watch I guess. I close a door behind me, not hearing it hit the Dorr frame behind it.
“Serph Explain,” Gale is far more commanding then myself, his words prompting me to answer
“I miss him,” My words are quite, voicing what had been bothering me since we had entered this ‘paradise’. Gale nodded, saddens present in his eyes.
“I also miss someone,” I had forgotten about Lupa, “but we must continue on, in there memory”
“I will not let him die, I will protect him with my life,” As leader I will not let anyone of the Embryon die, not wile I’m still breathing.
“my apologies I did not mean that " Gale is surprisingly understanding, although I believed he had a similar problem before,
My thoughts drifted to Heat, his cloak wrapping around his body, blowing in the wind, his arms outstretched, welcoming me, as I run over to them, bringing ourselves into a embrace, his nose buried into my hair as his hands move to my lower back, his lips pressing against mine.
"you are in love," Gales clam certen voice cut through my thoughts, "and unlike myself you are fully sure"
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It was in the EGG facility when we saw him again.
He wasn't joining us, I knew this by now, I just wished I didn't keep hoping he would so much.
Hearing his every word against me, stabbing any sread of hope I had of him returning my feelings.
He's coming at me, I know he's going to try and kill me, either that or I’m dreaming again. I need to raise some defence, strike back before he kills me, just raise, a blade, and arm anything!
But I can't, I can't raise a defence, or strike back, I still, even as he's comes to kill me, I still trust that he will join us again.
Shattered. His transformed arm pushes through my torso. his mouth by my ear, his every breath causing a wonderful sensation.
"Why'd you just stand there?!"
Bringing my arms around him as I started to fall, my ears reached his own ear.
"Because I love you,"
xposted to Springkink