honestly
i'm glad i went on that spring break trip. i realize now more than ever that going out west (wyoming) is the right thing. i need a break from milledgeville, from the fine people that this town has to offer. i most likely will not be hanging out with friends this week because 1)work 2)school 3)personal reasons that dont need to be discussed on this stupid journal.
i am ready to get away from everything.
i want to be in nature where i can have meaningful conversations instead of silly phrases and pointless drunken nights. my eyes have been opened like a whore's legs.
partly why i am writing this is because i am g-ed up on coffee and i need to get some thoughts out. i am too lazy to write on paper.
i am tired of making sophomoric jokes and stupid stereotypical mockings about people i don't know!!
i am not in highschool, i am not trivial, i am a smart person who deserves more than what is being offered to me....
i am sorry if this offends anyone,
i am being yes, hypocritical, but turning a new page in my life. i hope it involves some of you readers. if not it has been wonderful knowing you and godspeed.
i understand that this may seem harsh to people who see me regularly, i apologize.
i want to know what it is like to be around speakers of truth, insight, focus, creativity, knowledge.
i learned a lot about myself yesterday and the days before that.
yesterday i took oc and was awakened to find all this in my head screaming to get out.
you won head thoughts!
i do not abuse drugs. for those who think this is just some side effect from oxycotin, you obviously do not know me as well as you think.
this letter reminds me of a story from 1958. or the journal entries i read freshmen year (what the?)
by the way i want one of those "cute" lance armstrong bracelets. lordy.
i am ready to get away from everything.
i want to be in nature where i can have meaningful conversations instead of silly phrases and pointless drunken nights. my eyes have been opened like a whore's legs.
partly why i am writing this is because i am g-ed up on coffee and i need to get some thoughts out. i am too lazy to write on paper.
i am tired of making sophomoric jokes and stupid stereotypical mockings about people i don't know!!
i am not in highschool, i am not trivial, i am a smart person who deserves more than what is being offered to me....
i am sorry if this offends anyone,
i am being yes, hypocritical, but turning a new page in my life. i hope it involves some of you readers. if not it has been wonderful knowing you and godspeed.
i understand that this may seem harsh to people who see me regularly, i apologize.
i want to know what it is like to be around speakers of truth, insight, focus, creativity, knowledge.
i learned a lot about myself yesterday and the days before that.
yesterday i took oc and was awakened to find all this in my head screaming to get out.
you won head thoughts!
i do not abuse drugs. for those who think this is just some side effect from oxycotin, you obviously do not know me as well as you think.
this letter reminds me of a story from 1958. or the journal entries i read freshmen year (what the?)
by the way i want one of those "cute" lance armstrong bracelets. lordy.