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LONG TIME NO WRITE!!!!
Not too much going on here.. Just doing alot of thinking.. We are really thinking about moving.. Either to a bigger place or to Florida.. Where Steve's brother will build us a house.. Don't really know though.. I am kind of undecided.. I talked to my dad today.. He would like me down there, but to really think everything over.. And to think about what him and my aunt went through.. Big war, still going on 7 years later.
I cleaned my house today.. Thank the lord!!! It really needed it.. This past weekend was nuts. Work was crazy. BUSY BUSY BUSY!!! But I think I handled everything alright. We'll see.. Hopefully I'll get that possition. As department manager.. I think me and janet are the only ones qualified for it and that only leaves me because I don't think that janet will take it again. I dunno though.. we'll have to wait and see.. I'm not getting my hopes up too high.. Can't do that, cuz then I'll just be too disappointed!!
There's been some trouble hitting too close to home over in Iraq.. I had this friend in high school, John Pirinelli, that was over there and got shot down.. He just got married this year and his wife is 6 months preg. Not looking good at all.. Heard about it on the news.. And I don't even watch the news.. But I did last night.. Tonight I cried while I was on the phone with my mom.. It's not that I was real close with him, because I wasn't. But it just puts alot of things into perspective!! Ya know.. It could be anyone. Your brother, father, mother, sister, best friend, boyfriend, girlfriend, anyone that is close to you, could be on their death bed tomorrow.. It's just sad..
I can feel myself sinking into my depression again.. I think that's why I made sure I kept myself busy today.. and why I have been working so hard at work. I just feel myself slipping.. It's not a good feeling. And I can't talk to Steve. He does not understand how i feel at all.. He doesn't really listen to me.. I can tell him something and in the next sentence he'll ask me a question about what I just said.. It kind of irritates me.
My back has been killing me the past 2 days.. That's prolly from work. I gotta start wearing a back brace.. especially going back into christmas season. All weekend long I work twice as hard.. Eddie was working with me but he was as useless as a pencil! He sprained his thumb.. like 2 weeks ago. I think he's milking it for all it's worth.. I believe he can actually work.. but he just don't want to.. he aggravated me alot because he just stands there. he won't do anything unless I tell him first.. That really pisses me off!
I'm sorry Jeremy for snapping at ya Sunday.. I feel really bad Jermy! I'm sorry. I really didn't mean to!!!! Really didnt!!
Well that's about it for now.. I can't sleep and I don't have to work until 2 tomorrow so that's kewl! I think I am gunna try to play some games to get a lil more tired... Night night.. Love you all!
Leslie
Not too much going on here.. Just doing alot of thinking.. We are really thinking about moving.. Either to a bigger place or to Florida.. Where Steve's brother will build us a house.. Don't really know though.. I am kind of undecided.. I talked to my dad today.. He would like me down there, but to really think everything over.. And to think about what him and my aunt went through.. Big war, still going on 7 years later.
I cleaned my house today.. Thank the lord!!! It really needed it.. This past weekend was nuts. Work was crazy. BUSY BUSY BUSY!!! But I think I handled everything alright. We'll see.. Hopefully I'll get that possition. As department manager.. I think me and janet are the only ones qualified for it and that only leaves me because I don't think that janet will take it again. I dunno though.. we'll have to wait and see.. I'm not getting my hopes up too high.. Can't do that, cuz then I'll just be too disappointed!!
There's been some trouble hitting too close to home over in Iraq.. I had this friend in high school, John Pirinelli, that was over there and got shot down.. He just got married this year and his wife is 6 months preg. Not looking good at all.. Heard about it on the news.. And I don't even watch the news.. But I did last night.. Tonight I cried while I was on the phone with my mom.. It's not that I was real close with him, because I wasn't. But it just puts alot of things into perspective!! Ya know.. It could be anyone. Your brother, father, mother, sister, best friend, boyfriend, girlfriend, anyone that is close to you, could be on their death bed tomorrow.. It's just sad..
I can feel myself sinking into my depression again.. I think that's why I made sure I kept myself busy today.. and why I have been working so hard at work. I just feel myself slipping.. It's not a good feeling. And I can't talk to Steve. He does not understand how i feel at all.. He doesn't really listen to me.. I can tell him something and in the next sentence he'll ask me a question about what I just said.. It kind of irritates me.
My back has been killing me the past 2 days.. That's prolly from work. I gotta start wearing a back brace.. especially going back into christmas season. All weekend long I work twice as hard.. Eddie was working with me but he was as useless as a pencil! He sprained his thumb.. like 2 weeks ago. I think he's milking it for all it's worth.. I believe he can actually work.. but he just don't want to.. he aggravated me alot because he just stands there. he won't do anything unless I tell him first.. That really pisses me off!
I'm sorry Jeremy for snapping at ya Sunday.. I feel really bad Jermy! I'm sorry. I really didn't mean to!!!! Really didnt!!
Well that's about it for now.. I can't sleep and I don't have to work until 2 tomorrow so that's kewl! I think I am gunna try to play some games to get a lil more tired... Night night.. Love you all!
Leslie