May 17, 2006 19:52
Lately, everything has been bringing me down.
Like the world is having a feeding frenzy.
And everyone's taking turns tugging at my heart and ripping it from piece to piece. If that didn't sound emo, I don't know what does. It's not even that I'm depressed really, because I'm not. There are just so many things coming in my way and punching me in the face and when I try defending myself, it doesn't work. I still feel like all my hard work has gotten me nothing. Who ever said the feeling of knowing you work hard, whether you suceed or not, was terribly wrong. I feel like I should be making new friends. New people that I can fully relate to. People that are emotionally twin to me. People who I can tell everything to. People who like the same things that I do. I need a hot bath.
Oh, and to put the cherry on my cake of stress and unhappiness:
Spanish II: 94.7
English II: 94.2
Pottery II: 101.2
World History: 90.25
Chemistry: 90.05
Driver's Ed: 92.4
Algebra II: 89.17
Mrs. Rodriguez: Have fun being a fucking bitch this summer. Get in a car accident