Numb
Res is gone. I took a half day off work. We went outside and sat in the sun together, then we had lunch, Rex got lots of fancy dog treats and lunch meat. Then we took a nap in the bed together and finished the day watching tv snuggled together on his bed. I just wanted to hold and kiss him as much as possible. He's gone forever and that is a very long time. I have spent so many years taking care of him and the last 4 years have required almost constant care, cleaning up messes, making sure he doesn't hurt himself, carrying him around when walking got too hard,getting up at all hours of the night to take care of him, skipping vacations because we needed a in-home dog sitter to care for him. I've spent so much of my last few yetars focused on Rex that I'm not sure what I'm going to do now. Life will definitely be a lot easier with him gone but it won't be better. Rex was the sweetest most loving dog I've ever met. All he wanted in life was food and love.... And a comfy bed. He was my baby and has been with me through so much. I really really love my Rex and life is going to be very empty without him.