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[paisleyyelsiap]

I haven't written anything in here for a long time because I've actually started writing in a private journal but for some reason I felt empty without writing on here as well so I figured I would make an entry. I'm living in Westchester this summer with Bernadette, Katie and Molly and I love our apartment. I need to find a "real" job though because my current job is very unstable and I never know when I'm going to get paid. I'm hoping that the Brickhouse is hiring because I love that place and I don't think it would be very stressful working there. My dad still has cancer and it just keeps on getting worse. He's going on to his fourth treatment and I'm still praying and hoping for a miracle but its just so discouraging since none of the treatments have worked on him so far and they just seem to make him weaker. He's such and amazing dad and so talented with his art that I feel like he still has so much to do in life. That's the part that makes me the most sad.

on a lighter note, i'm turning 21 next week and Ben is taking me to Las Vegas to see LOVE!! I'm sooooo excited!