I should write an angsty poem about all this...
You'd think I'd have learned by now how to deal with myself during the end of a quarter. Two days into dead week, and I'm already a disaster.
As if I wasn't already tense from finals, I'm terrified of severe weather. The windstorm yesterday freaked me out so I drove to Matt's house late last night, put on a pair of his sweats, curled up next to him and fell asleep without saying much. He went to work early this morning and I slept in, which surprisingly didn't help the stress.
Projects, papers and studying aside, my hormones are irregular bastards. Something is SERIOUSLY wrong with my body. I spent the day tense, light headed and very bitchy. The worst part about all this is that I JUST had my period two weeks ago... I'm wondering what's with the bleeding, abdominal pain and vomiting? The symptoms were so bad, that I snapped at a few of my students at work, when they asked simple questions. I nearly cried from the looks in their eyes asking what they did to deserve me snapping at them.
Speaking of Matt, I wish our mutual friends would stop asking about the status of our relationship. It's new. Worrying about things being "official" is at the very bottom of my list of things to stress out about. (Stressing out about what to wear when I see him comes WAY before worrying about our title). I'm comfortable with him, and he provides an immense amount of peace in my life... and kissing him is nice, so there's that.
Huge dramaturgy project
One mass media paper
Six costume renderings with fabric swatches
and a cumulative art history final
I'll get through this. I always do.
*breathe*
As if I wasn't already tense from finals, I'm terrified of severe weather. The windstorm yesterday freaked me out so I drove to Matt's house late last night, put on a pair of his sweats, curled up next to him and fell asleep without saying much. He went to work early this morning and I slept in, which surprisingly didn't help the stress.
Projects, papers and studying aside, my hormones are irregular bastards. Something is SERIOUSLY wrong with my body. I spent the day tense, light headed and very bitchy. The worst part about all this is that I JUST had my period two weeks ago... I'm wondering what's with the bleeding, abdominal pain and vomiting? The symptoms were so bad, that I snapped at a few of my students at work, when they asked simple questions. I nearly cried from the looks in their eyes asking what they did to deserve me snapping at them.
Speaking of Matt, I wish our mutual friends would stop asking about the status of our relationship. It's new. Worrying about things being "official" is at the very bottom of my list of things to stress out about. (Stressing out about what to wear when I see him comes WAY before worrying about our title). I'm comfortable with him, and he provides an immense amount of peace in my life... and kissing him is nice, so there's that.
Huge dramaturgy project
One mass media paper
Six costume renderings with fabric swatches
and a cumulative art history final
I'll get through this. I always do.
*breathe*