foggysunshinespots
school/work/internship have been going well lately, and berkeley is slowly becoming winterberkeley, which makes my toes tingle inside my tights and boots in anticipation for eggnog lattes, rainy days, and the general feeling of quiet hope and twinkly love that comes with the weather.
but i just (as in like five minutes ago) had a yucky reminder of my loneliness. and how lame and boring i am. i hate realizing that the people i thought were proof i wasnt totally alone and pathetic are not actually proof of that at all.
maybe i will just join a secular nunnery somewhere where it is always christmastime. preferably a barack obama nunnery since p.s., i believe in him!
pps. i want to have growing feelings for someone, wahhhwhyismylifesuchabarrendesert.
but i just (as in like five minutes ago) had a yucky reminder of my loneliness. and how lame and boring i am. i hate realizing that the people i thought were proof i wasnt totally alone and pathetic are not actually proof of that at all.
maybe i will just join a secular nunnery somewhere where it is always christmastime. preferably a barack obama nunnery since p.s., i believe in him!
pps. i want to have growing feelings for someone, wahhhwhyismylifesuchabarrendesert.