Dazed and Confused
Not sure what to say...
Had a really interesting night...
Yeah ummm...i reallllllllly need to get to school, BAD
Home=TROUBLE
I am missing sooo many things right now, and i'm not sure in what order
My priorities are FUCKED to say the least
I am most definitely not making any sense to anyone BUT ME, which is probably a good thing
If i were you i would quit reading
I am supposed to go to my mom's when i wake up to help her pack, but honestly i dunno if i can handle that...
>>>STRESS<<<
I really need to somehow motivate my self to suck it up and go though
And most importantly not cry
I hate crying
I hate being weak and showing vulnerability
The house that i grew up in has been sold, my mom has to be out of it in less than 10 days
How depressing
Good memories and bad lie within the walls of that house
My mom and dad being together and us being a normal happy family
Tons of holidays, dinners, funny moments, etc, have taken place in that house
It kills me
I feel like some of the best times of my life occured in my house as well as some of the worst
The fact that Buddy won't be there gets me everytime...i still can't believe it...i miss him
Emotionally i am soo drained
I need to be in Orlando
When i see my mother i feel like it's not even my mom anymore, she is a shattered broken misguided person
I wish i could help her
How did it get so bad
WHY did it?
I miss her, will she ever be back
I need sleep...
Gosh there is soo much on my mind
Probably why this is so unorganized and weird
Not even sure why i am gonna post this
fuck it
If u have read this and u wanna judge me go ahead i'm sure u have ur own probs, after all everyone does, nobodys world is perfect so dont kid urself
Until next time..........................................................PEACE BITCHEZZZZZZ
Had a really interesting night...
Yeah ummm...i reallllllllly need to get to school, BAD
Home=TROUBLE
I am missing sooo many things right now, and i'm not sure in what order
My priorities are FUCKED to say the least
I am most definitely not making any sense to anyone BUT ME, which is probably a good thing
If i were you i would quit reading
I am supposed to go to my mom's when i wake up to help her pack, but honestly i dunno if i can handle that...
>>>STRESS<<<
I really need to somehow motivate my self to suck it up and go though
And most importantly not cry
I hate crying
I hate being weak and showing vulnerability
The house that i grew up in has been sold, my mom has to be out of it in less than 10 days
How depressing
Good memories and bad lie within the walls of that house
My mom and dad being together and us being a normal happy family
Tons of holidays, dinners, funny moments, etc, have taken place in that house
It kills me
I feel like some of the best times of my life occured in my house as well as some of the worst
The fact that Buddy won't be there gets me everytime...i still can't believe it...i miss him
Emotionally i am soo drained
I need to be in Orlando
When i see my mother i feel like it's not even my mom anymore, she is a shattered broken misguided person
I wish i could help her
How did it get so bad
WHY did it?
I miss her, will she ever be back
I need sleep...
Gosh there is soo much on my mind
Probably why this is so unorganized and weird
Not even sure why i am gonna post this
fuck it
If u have read this and u wanna judge me go ahead i'm sure u have ur own probs, after all everyone does, nobodys world is perfect so dont kid urself
Until next time..........................................................PEACE BITCHEZZZZZZ