Mar 24, 2005 18:42
So, I told Jonathon a few weeks ago how I've always wanted to be "punished for being a naughty girl." Well, I got to find out this past Tuesday night. I was in heaven... at the time. Tight wrist binding and a leather belt... need I say more? Jonathon really didn't like it. He claims it was boring but I think it has more to do with the whole inflicting physical harm and pain on me. But I'm just so glad we did it, even if it's going to be the only time we do. I'm just happy he was willing to give it a second thought and a shot.
Wednesday night of course was the show. I'm so sick of having 4 QOTSA songs played in a 2 hour span though. The new album isn't that great. Not even for my whole tolerance. But in the end Jonathon played one iof HIS songs and it was MY NEW SONG! I realized that without reading the lyrics the first time I hear his music, I have no idea what the fuck he's saying, if he even is saying anything.
Wake up this morning and when my half asleep ass is looking to get ready since I was running late, I see a pile on condoms on my nightstand. Which confused the hell out of me since I didn't know when he put those there. Apparently last night. Shrugs.
I'm getting everything ready for my apartment next year. I saw why it's $2,400 a semester. Because my place is going to be freaking HUGE!!! I'll scan and post when possible.
Saw my Smut for the first time in forever. He's graduating in May but will hopefully be living in the area afterwards. I love my Smut. He's such a good guy.
Is it wrong of me to still find older guys good looking? Not in the whole Oh I'd like to fuck him kind of attraction, but the Yeah he's good looking kind of attraction. I'd never do anything to jeopardize Jonathon and me but I swear I've caught myself 3 times this week checking a guy out and later realizing he's at least 30. Pfft, I'll never change!
Also, if wanting to beat the shit out of a girl who hits on Jonathon mean I'm acting jealous? Especially the one who grabbed his ass in the men's room?
Either way, guess what I'll be doing this evening other than leaning my house for my parents?!