It's time for a change here.
I"m not going to drink pop anymore after tonight. It is now a moot point. I started drinking more pop when I switched to the night shift mostly for reasons involving caffeine and energy, and since this time I've noticed a definite increase in my weight. Now, I know this might sound a little far-fetched to some, but I swear it's affecting me.
I'd like to be healthier in general. Summer's comming, and even though I highly doubt I'll be up to much unless others initiate the contact, I would really like to just be a little thinner and a little toner. I don't expect to magically drap fifty pounds off of my body, but maybe ten by the end of June? That's not too bad, yeah? I can do ten- if I had a choice of where, it would be off of my arms. Damn underarm fat. While I can't promise I won't continue distract myself with cravings for sweet, I can stop drinking pop completely without too many issues... I'd imagine. I might have forgotten something, but that alsways happens.
To further my need for change, I will do as Teri has bide me in tagging me:
+ Once you are tagged you must write about your 6 weird habits/things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next six people to be tagged and list their names.
1. I can't always control my tone of voice, so I tend to sound more angry or harsher than I really mean to sound. I feel horrible when it happens and no one says anything about it.
2. I'd like to do my best to start lving as a "freegan," in which a person completely rejects capitalist society by refusing to spend money on anything and everything brand name/corporate. Clothes, food, merchandise, everything: Dumpster Diving galore! -Yes, I would be dumpster diving for food, it's really not as unhealthy as we're lead to believe, think about it.- This will involve a very long transition period, I'd imagine, and I still have to find a way not to pay bills and rent (these may be the few exceptions I'd live accept).
3. I have this mildly OCD thing where I can't stand it when things aren't prepared for the next use, but in little retarded ways. Like clearing the numbers off of the calculators at work, or always returning to the reservations page on the computer at work when I'm done with the customer.
4. I hate being alone for extended periods of time, although sometimes not seeing any thing human in more than a day and a half will do it (would that be considered extended?). I start to tweak out a little, but the odder part is instead of going out or calling someone, I curl up into a ball and hope someone will call me. Apparently, I think I have strong psychic impulses...
5. I can't handle stress. Yes, I am a workaholic and yes, I do have little social life with all the responsibilities I pile on myself, but it's really very self-destructive of me. It's only happened twice that I know of, but when I get seriously stressed out, I literally begin to lose it- as in uncontrollable crying, mumbling gibberish and children's nursery rhymes, and only being able to watch myself do things but not having any actual control.
6. With relationships, I'm picky to a point where I'm close to assuming it's never going to happen. Everything I want in a guy is a complete paradox. I'd try to explain, but it never comes out quite right.
I haven't played tag in years, so whoever wants to do this can.
Wow. Now I seem like the biggest reject in history... Hm. this is why I need a change, these things should be worked on- at least the stress and freegan things, the others are smaller/uncontrollable.
I'm off to bed.
I'd like to be healthier in general. Summer's comming, and even though I highly doubt I'll be up to much unless others initiate the contact, I would really like to just be a little thinner and a little toner. I don't expect to magically drap fifty pounds off of my body, but maybe ten by the end of June? That's not too bad, yeah? I can do ten- if I had a choice of where, it would be off of my arms. Damn underarm fat. While I can't promise I won't continue distract myself with cravings for sweet, I can stop drinking pop completely without too many issues... I'd imagine. I might have forgotten something, but that alsways happens.
To further my need for change, I will do as Teri has bide me in tagging me:
+ Once you are tagged you must write about your 6 weird habits/things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next six people to be tagged and list their names.
1. I can't always control my tone of voice, so I tend to sound more angry or harsher than I really mean to sound. I feel horrible when it happens and no one says anything about it.
2. I'd like to do my best to start lving as a "freegan," in which a person completely rejects capitalist society by refusing to spend money on anything and everything brand name/corporate. Clothes, food, merchandise, everything: Dumpster Diving galore! -Yes, I would be dumpster diving for food, it's really not as unhealthy as we're lead to believe, think about it.- This will involve a very long transition period, I'd imagine, and I still have to find a way not to pay bills and rent (these may be the few exceptions I'd live accept).
3. I have this mildly OCD thing where I can't stand it when things aren't prepared for the next use, but in little retarded ways. Like clearing the numbers off of the calculators at work, or always returning to the reservations page on the computer at work when I'm done with the customer.
4. I hate being alone for extended periods of time, although sometimes not seeing any thing human in more than a day and a half will do it (would that be considered extended?). I start to tweak out a little, but the odder part is instead of going out or calling someone, I curl up into a ball and hope someone will call me. Apparently, I think I have strong psychic impulses...
5. I can't handle stress. Yes, I am a workaholic and yes, I do have little social life with all the responsibilities I pile on myself, but it's really very self-destructive of me. It's only happened twice that I know of, but when I get seriously stressed out, I literally begin to lose it- as in uncontrollable crying, mumbling gibberish and children's nursery rhymes, and only being able to watch myself do things but not having any actual control.
6. With relationships, I'm picky to a point where I'm close to assuming it's never going to happen. Everything I want in a guy is a complete paradox. I'd try to explain, but it never comes out quite right.
I haven't played tag in years, so whoever wants to do this can.
Wow. Now I seem like the biggest reject in history... Hm. this is why I need a change, these things should be worked on- at least the stress and freegan things, the others are smaller/uncontrollable.
I'm off to bed.