May 13, 2004 03:54
i'm back to where i started again...only this time i REFUSE to let my heart be broken. i really need to start learning from past mistakes instead of having history repeat itself over and over and over. whether a crime has been commited or not, no one should have to feel the way that i feel right now. it's too hard to love someone you know you'll never trust...maybe that's something that we both have learned.
for me, i'll probably stay here in arkansas for another couple of months since this is the first time in my life i feel like i actually know who my mother is. just to enjoy the simple things...like my family (including my new brother who is on the way) and my new puppy and the fact that my car no longer has a ghetto ass cardboard window. once a have a friend or two i have a feeling this is going to be a nice break from the crazyness of life in california...
our game is over
over
this love is over
reset, can't reset the tears
so sad, princess isn't here
she's making out with all my fears