Jul 02, 2003 19:32
san jose is home now. life grabs you by the hand and just sort of leads you places.
this town feels like a foreign country; void, empty, unfamiliar. it's beautiful here-
green. concrete-i miss you (i knew i would). city lights; you can see the stars so clearly without them. i hate it. 8-5/$15 an hour. 101 S LOS ANGELES/101 N SAN FRANCISCO.
101 N SAN FRANCISCO..but i always feel like turning around and heading the opposite direction. back to the life i knew, fully aware that it doesn't exist anymore.
it seems as if it will always be this way. my heart is somewhere else, not here.
i wake up each day half a person.
dear steve,
make me whole again.
LA/my Love,
i'm missing you both.