Life isnt the same
I havent done an update in a LONG time.
For those of you who dont know...my little brother Eli passed away october 14th.
Thing have been rough and i miss him every day like i did the day after.
it doesnt go away. i know it never will.
ive been having speratic 5 minute meltdowns and probably always will.
like last week when i was working i saw these two young kids...brother and sister teasing each other and playing and having fun.
so i excused myself so i could gather myself.
im excited about things to come.
but im not happy nor sad.
i dont know what i am really.
ive got a new place that i will be moving into on the 1st of December.
And im VERY excited. I have that to look forward too.
i dont know what to say really.
Just that i miss him terribly
For those of you who dont know...my little brother Eli passed away october 14th.
Thing have been rough and i miss him every day like i did the day after.
it doesnt go away. i know it never will.
ive been having speratic 5 minute meltdowns and probably always will.
like last week when i was working i saw these two young kids...brother and sister teasing each other and playing and having fun.
so i excused myself so i could gather myself.
im excited about things to come.
but im not happy nor sad.
i dont know what i am really.
ive got a new place that i will be moving into on the 1st of December.
And im VERY excited. I have that to look forward too.
i dont know what to say really.
Just that i miss him terribly