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im moving to minneapolis in about 4-5 days...maybe less.
Eli is having another transplant, and even though the survival rate is only 15% he at least wants to try again.
even though thats all we've been doing for 4 years.
i dont know whats going to happen, how its going to happen or when.
and i wish i could say that im scared & sad, but to be honest im not.
i cant be...its all been going on for so long i just cant feel for it anymore.
or at least i havent been able to for a few months now.
and i need to because if/when something goes wrong...i dont even want to think about what will happen to me.
ive got alot of stuff i have to do before i move.
i dont know how long ill be there...could be awhile.
id appreciate phone calls and suprise visits.
810-845-2848
Eli is having another transplant, and even though the survival rate is only 15% he at least wants to try again.
even though thats all we've been doing for 4 years.
i dont know whats going to happen, how its going to happen or when.
and i wish i could say that im scared & sad, but to be honest im not.
i cant be...its all been going on for so long i just cant feel for it anymore.
or at least i havent been able to for a few months now.
and i need to because if/when something goes wrong...i dont even want to think about what will happen to me.
ive got alot of stuff i have to do before i move.
i dont know how long ill be there...could be awhile.
id appreciate phone calls and suprise visits.
810-845-2848