mmm chlorine
i love my swimming friends. i love swimming. i love how much it sucks. i love how hard it makes me work. i love the people i suffer with. i love it.
i just have this sense of happiness when i'm with bac people. even if my day at school sucked and i think practice will suck, it doesn't. because people there make me happy. most of the time.
yes sometimes i feel like it's too hard or i'm not capable of something but that's really not true, i just have to get my mind in the right place. it's such a loved/hated thing.
i have fall fest this weekend. not really wanting to wake up early but whatever.
5000 is doneeeeeee and i did relatively good for myself and also my supe rhard math test is over and now i'm alright again..almost alright.
first swim team practice is next monday, i'm kind of weirded out, i feel pressure or something. it seems like in summer when chrissy my coach new i swam for bac and then i always felt like i had to do amazing. you just don't do great every time and you have to except that and so it's a bad situation kind of. i hope i do well and can make practices and meets and have fun and meet new people and contribute. i really am excited to finally be involved in something at spiffy high.
ok i really need to do homework because it's already so late and i haven't even done anything and i'm about to fall asleep. thank god i don't have a ton.
<3goodnight.
i just have this sense of happiness when i'm with bac people. even if my day at school sucked and i think practice will suck, it doesn't. because people there make me happy. most of the time.
yes sometimes i feel like it's too hard or i'm not capable of something but that's really not true, i just have to get my mind in the right place. it's such a loved/hated thing.
i have fall fest this weekend. not really wanting to wake up early but whatever.
5000 is doneeeeeee and i did relatively good for myself and also my supe rhard math test is over and now i'm alright again..almost alright.
first swim team practice is next monday, i'm kind of weirded out, i feel pressure or something. it seems like in summer when chrissy my coach new i swam for bac and then i always felt like i had to do amazing. you just don't do great every time and you have to except that and so it's a bad situation kind of. i hope i do well and can make practices and meets and have fun and meet new people and contribute. i really am excited to finally be involved in something at spiffy high.
ok i really need to do homework because it's already so late and i haven't even done anything and i'm about to fall asleep. thank god i don't have a ton.
<3goodnight.