I can't do it anymore

Sep 22, 2008 15:40

My friends mom is dead. My boyfriend broke up with me. I have way too much work to do for school this week, and I got reamed the FUCK out by my manager today for not being able to make it to work on Thursday because THAT'S WHEN THE FUCKING FUNERAL IS.

I can't believe she's dead.
I can't believe he doesn't love me anymore
I can't believe she thinks I'm a bad person.
I just can't do it anymore, I fuck everything up.
I'm so worthless.

I would give anything just to hear him say he loves me one more time.
I wish I made him happy. How stupid do you have to be to ignore the one person that means the world to you?
PRETTY FUCKING STUPID.

And she's never coming back.
Those boys need her so badly right now.

I just want to be able to be awake without crying...
Someone just kill me, please.
I want the easy way out.
Maybe she had it right after all...
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