oh my god, this hurts like hell.

[paintxherxred]

this whole weekend has sucked.
i can't even put it in detail, i wish i could though.
today was the rosary & it was horrible.
i mean HORRIBLE.

he looked so handsome in his red shirt.
i'm going to fucking miss him so much.
me & his mom had this little moment where i guess we battled on who could cry the most.
i lost.

then we started talking about memories in which he would do this or that.
that equals more tears.
i totally used up one box of tissues or more.
tomorrow's the funeral..

i'm not ready to say goodbye.