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[paintthinner]

um hi!
god i hat elife latley
i dont know whats wrong with me
i just fell so ugly and insecure!
i hate it, i dont know why i even feel like this
and im really sad cause things with me and ryan arent working out to well
i dont think he can deal with me being so wierd latley
he acts like he doesnt even want to hang out anymore....
i dont know what to do
he is so distant now....
god damn i wish my mom was here to talk to
this is so gay