There's Nothing To Keep.
Hey.
So, I'm at home.. sick. I've been sick since Tuesday, but I went to school on Tuesday.
Tuesday was really bad. I realized how I'm so sick of people. Just people in general. I'm so annoyed with most people.. most friends.
It's to the point where I'd rather be alone than hang out with anyone. There are a select few that I even want to be around anymore.. I won't even name them because either I'll forget and someone will get pissed.. or you just won't be on there and you're going to be like "Oh.. Tara is pissed at me and I didn't even do anything."
I'm not saying that any of you did anything. It's just the fact that people change, and they become more and more distant. It's to the point where I don't even know most of you anymore. And I'm sure you don't know me.
I love the friends that I have never had these problems with. But, it is pretty sad how there are so few.
I'm guessing that some of you might take this personally. Don't. There's no reason to. I guess what I am trying to say is: It feels like we aren't friends anymore.
So, in general.. people suck.
I'm not saying "Ohh noo.. I am so miserable and I am going to go kill myself. Life sucks." No, my life is fine. It's good. Great even. Sure, I hate school. My dad is an ass. But, I mean.. I have what I need. Air, a home, my boyfriend, my mom, a few of those friends, money (I'm not rich.. but who needs to be?), and I have fast food.
People are just sooo stupid. Stupid and immature. Sooo immature that it kills me.
Anyway. Enough of that bullshit.
Being at home makes me miss Chris even more.
I took some pictures yesterday. A lot. Not going to post them all. Most of you have seen them.
My icon.
Well. This weekend I am planning on going shopping with my mom. I might work on Monday. Maybe.. maybe not. Friday night is going to be a bore. I'll probably just go to sleep early. Or, I'm going to take my mom to go see The Lord Of The Rings.. since she wanted to see it.
Right. Well, I have dial-up now. One of my parents are most likely trying to call. My dad said that he was going to get Broadband last night. He didn't.
Adieu. <3
So, I'm at home.. sick. I've been sick since Tuesday, but I went to school on Tuesday.
Tuesday was really bad. I realized how I'm so sick of people. Just people in general. I'm so annoyed with most people.. most friends.
It's to the point where I'd rather be alone than hang out with anyone. There are a select few that I even want to be around anymore.. I won't even name them because either I'll forget and someone will get pissed.. or you just won't be on there and you're going to be like "Oh.. Tara is pissed at me and I didn't even do anything."
I'm not saying that any of you did anything. It's just the fact that people change, and they become more and more distant. It's to the point where I don't even know most of you anymore. And I'm sure you don't know me.
I love the friends that I have never had these problems with. But, it is pretty sad how there are so few.
I'm guessing that some of you might take this personally. Don't. There's no reason to. I guess what I am trying to say is: It feels like we aren't friends anymore.
So, in general.. people suck.
I'm not saying "Ohh noo.. I am so miserable and I am going to go kill myself. Life sucks." No, my life is fine. It's good. Great even. Sure, I hate school. My dad is an ass. But, I mean.. I have what I need. Air, a home, my boyfriend, my mom, a few of those friends, money (I'm not rich.. but who needs to be?), and I have fast food.
People are just sooo stupid. Stupid and immature. Sooo immature that it kills me.
Anyway. Enough of that bullshit.
Being at home makes me miss Chris even more.
I took some pictures yesterday. A lot. Not going to post them all. Most of you have seen them.
My icon.
Well. This weekend I am planning on going shopping with my mom. I might work on Monday. Maybe.. maybe not. Friday night is going to be a bore. I'll probably just go to sleep early. Or, I'm going to take my mom to go see The Lord Of The Rings.. since she wanted to see it.
Right. Well, I have dial-up now. One of my parents are most likely trying to call. My dad said that he was going to get Broadband last night. He didn't.
Adieu. <3