And You Can Keep My Friends.

Feb 17, 2004 17:30

Hello.

I've take it upon myself to not post pictures anymore. Ever.

I'm just so sick of the original bitch calling me "self-obsessed" or things among the lines.

I don't feel like I am "sooo hawt, lyke OMG," and basically what you're saying if you're just an average-looking person then you can't just like to take pictures, but that you are vain. It's so stupid and I don't feel like dealing with the cruelty of people on one subject.

It's annoying and although I know it's not true I don't feel like dealing with other people's jealousy or plain rudeness.

As I said before, people suck.

Well. Today I have realized that I have a bunch of morons in all of my classes. I either have the really smart kids, or the morons.

World History is the worst. My teacher even calls them idiots. There are about 4 people in there with some intellect; By the way, that's out of 38.

I have an appointment to get my haircut next Saturday. I need to get my bangs cut and my layers fixed. For shizzle.

Also, I'd like to make a few comments about my former-friend, Mike.

Hi Mike,
As you noticed I have already written you a note. But I thought it might also be fair if I made this whole not being friends anymore LiveJournal friendly, as you did. And even so, some of the things I may put here could be flattering, or they could be rude. Either way, it's all the truth.
Anyway, we had good times and good talks. You, Emily, Chris, Sra, and my mom are the only people that I have talked to that much.
But, you are also the only friend that I have argued with that many times. How many times was it? Like 30? Whatever the number, it's too many. Don't you feel the same way that this friendship is/was too much work for the both of us?
I know I am no huge loss to you, even though you say you will miss me, or that you do miss me. You only miss the thought of me. You just remember all of those good times that we have had and they make you miss me. I'm not afraid to say that sometimes I will miss you too. It's also safe to say that you were a good friend to me. You just have an awful temper, quick judgement, and emotional instability. I too have emotional instability, so I see no problem there, you just take it farther than I do.
I also feel like you are playing the blame game with this whole thing. You probably think the whole reason for flat out telling you that I don't want to be your friend has to deal with Chris. It doesn't. Or, you may think that it has to deal with the fact that Frank has told me many things that you have said about me. It's just the fact that I hate working to make a friendship work. Shouldn't a friendship be easy? If not easy, than normal. Or at least that's what I thought.
I think that all about sums up what I didn't get to fit into that note.
I also wanted to say, it'd be nice if you didn't look so pissed off all of the time. It makes me feel like I am bringing you down and I don't want that; that would be awful of me and I don't want to stoop that low. I just wanted you to know all of the above.
Well Mike, I hope you have read this and cheered up about the whole thing. Knowing that know you don't have to try so hard to be friends with someone is a good feeling, right? Now you don't have to take time out from your other friends to come over and sit and do nothing with me. Or pay for fast food for me, see, now you can have money. Thanks for that, by the way.
It was good while it lasted. And as good as of a friend you thought I was, I hope that I am easily replaced.
Love,
Tara.

Anyway, that took a lifetime. It's really no hard feeling in the whole thing. I don't want to come off as stuck-up about the whole thing, but I hope it's all understood and over with.

Also, I love Chris.

Oh, shit, I got a 95 on my Spanish test. Applause.

<3
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