Jan 18, 2004 23:05
I deleted the context that was here.
I was sick of looking at it.
It was a complete anxiety attack and a cruel reminder of how stupid I can be.
I'm fine. I'm good.
I had a bad morning yesterday, but all is fine.
Some things about me need to change. For sure. They will, because I can't even stand them anymore.
There is a lot of me that is really good. I can be funny, I can even be nice. I don't like being rude ever. I know I can be though.
I'm a smartass. That needs to go.
I hate the way I look. The only solution I have for that I guess is to listen to those around me. I mean.. I'm not horrible looking or even ugly. I wouldn't use cute or beautiful or gorgeous ever on myself. Pretty, fine. I guess that I am a good-looking person.
Alright.
I actually want to do another entry. But, this was just to delete what was there. I hated it.
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