3:53AM?!
Why am I still awake....
For some reason I've been having a really hard time sleeping. Well, I know part of the reason why.. but, normally I can at least fall asleep after like an hour. I've been trying to get to sleep since midnight and it's just a no go. And I have to be up in two hours to get ready for school...
I don't understand, though. Normally I can't sleep because I'm depressed. But I'm not depressed! I'm so happy.. because my parents finally agreed to let me go.. after I finish my junior year in highschool, rather, but they're letting me go none the less. In six months I won't have to live here anymore. In six months I'll be with my boyfriend and I won't have to worry about money all that much because my dad will be sending me money each month. I'm happy. I'm excited.
SO WHY THE FUCK CAN'T I SLEEP?!
Fuck. I really don't want to be awake right now.. shit.
For some reason I've been having a really hard time sleeping. Well, I know part of the reason why.. but, normally I can at least fall asleep after like an hour. I've been trying to get to sleep since midnight and it's just a no go. And I have to be up in two hours to get ready for school...
I don't understand, though. Normally I can't sleep because I'm depressed. But I'm not depressed! I'm so happy.. because my parents finally agreed to let me go.. after I finish my junior year in highschool, rather, but they're letting me go none the less. In six months I won't have to live here anymore. In six months I'll be with my boyfriend and I won't have to worry about money all that much because my dad will be sending me money each month. I'm happy. I'm excited.
SO WHY THE FUCK CAN'T I SLEEP?!
Fuck. I really don't want to be awake right now.. shit.