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Tonight is a night i will never forget.
I graduated from high school 2 days ago. I am supposed to be happy. For some reason I cannot stop crying.
Tonight was my graduation party. People are sleeping over. There is drinking. I couldnt deal with it anymore. I was drinking. People were not listening to me. This shit is getting to fucking scripted. I fucking HATE THIS. I called my friend fucking BALLING. I think there is seriously something wrong with me. I am so embarassed. I don't know what to do. FUCK. I don't even know what to say anymore. I don't know what to do. I want someone. No one is there for me, No one understands. I feel like I am the only one feeling this. Maybe I am. Maybe I need help. I hope my mom will be able to understand. Fuck. Help me. I am beyond repair. I need serious help. Shit. Oh my god.
I graduated from high school 2 days ago. I am supposed to be happy. For some reason I cannot stop crying.
Tonight was my graduation party. People are sleeping over. There is drinking. I couldnt deal with it anymore. I was drinking. People were not listening to me. This shit is getting to fucking scripted. I fucking HATE THIS. I called my friend fucking BALLING. I think there is seriously something wrong with me. I am so embarassed. I don't know what to do. FUCK. I don't even know what to say anymore. I don't know what to do. I want someone. No one is there for me, No one understands. I feel like I am the only one feeling this. Maybe I am. Maybe I need help. I hope my mom will be able to understand. Fuck. Help me. I am beyond repair. I need serious help. Shit. Oh my god.