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I really thought this summer was going to be easy and successful. I needed it. Unfortunately I am now facing the new hardest challenge of my life. I won't be allowed to eat or drink anything til November when I get my next surgery. I will be living off IVs at night. I don't think I'll be able to go to school or work or have much of a social life. Hearing the news yesterday I was really distressed but now I'm like fuck it I gotta just do it. This fall I'm going to need distractions. I think I might have to start playing WOW. I also want an xbox 360 with live. That would help me get through a little. Maybe I'll get started on my own personal educational growth of reading books that will make me smarter. I dunno, this is just a weird, unimaginable situation.