Chelsea: Kitchen Bitch
I am so tired from work. For some reason tonight I was in a terrible mood. Not outwardly, but there were a couple occasions where I wanted to smack Matthew in the face.
I just want to see Travis tonight.
My computer crashed hardcore. Shah had to go in all nerd-core like only he knows how to do and even then all he could manage was a full restore to factory settings. So I spent most of the morning making my compy "mine" again. He also brought me his PSP and Fat Princess, which I am addicted to.
My cast meet-up is tomorrow. I'm not even excited, I just want to get it over with so I know what my part is. I've never been in a show where over a month after auditions they don't have a solid cast list. Insanity. If it ends up being that I'm just ensemble work I'll probably drop out. I have to work nights and I'm not missing 3-4 nights a week so I can be onstage for a minute or two. Sorry if that makes me a diva, but he should have told us this a long time ago.
My phone also broke. So I have either a phone where no one can hear me, or a backup that only has a car charger. Seeing as I have no car this makes life difficult.
Ugh. I want Travis. I had a horrible night of doing the most awful thankless tasks and I want a hug. We skyped the other day. Yes, thats rightt. The software normally utilized for people in different countries we used to have a 10 min conversation from 40 miles away.
I think I'm going to beg him to drive down tonight. I'm so tired of being alone. I need to be near someone who cares about me.
I just want to see Travis tonight.
My computer crashed hardcore. Shah had to go in all nerd-core like only he knows how to do and even then all he could manage was a full restore to factory settings. So I spent most of the morning making my compy "mine" again. He also brought me his PSP and Fat Princess, which I am addicted to.
My cast meet-up is tomorrow. I'm not even excited, I just want to get it over with so I know what my part is. I've never been in a show where over a month after auditions they don't have a solid cast list. Insanity. If it ends up being that I'm just ensemble work I'll probably drop out. I have to work nights and I'm not missing 3-4 nights a week so I can be onstage for a minute or two. Sorry if that makes me a diva, but he should have told us this a long time ago.
My phone also broke. So I have either a phone where no one can hear me, or a backup that only has a car charger. Seeing as I have no car this makes life difficult.
Ugh. I want Travis. I had a horrible night of doing the most awful thankless tasks and I want a hug. We skyped the other day. Yes, thats rightt. The software normally utilized for people in different countries we used to have a 10 min conversation from 40 miles away.
I think I'm going to beg him to drive down tonight. I'm so tired of being alone. I need to be near someone who cares about me.