I'm more alone when I'm with you
^^^ Lyrics from the new Jebs album which I am in love with already. Not the typical Jebs effort, but they've been heading in this direction for a while so it's not surprising. I was really naughty and should not have bought it today. I have no money whatsoever and I actually paid for it with money from one of Dan's accounts that he said I could use if I needed to. He's been away with the army for the past two weeks and doesn't get back till the weekend, so I have his ATM card and credit card which was possibly not a good idea on his part :p But I wanted to buy the album this week because it has a bonus DVD in it, which I could have missed out on if I had waited. I know he won't care. I just feel ridiculously irresponsible. But anyway, what's new with me having issues with myself.
I'm doing this survey sort of as a way to calm myself down a bit. I'm not feeling too great... all moody and upset and stuff. So I'm hoping that concentrating on this for a little while will distract me. I'm still having issues with my computer too, which isn't helping any. So anyway... here I go
01. Full Birth Name: Peta Maree .....
02. Hair Color: Brown. My hair is weird though. I haven't dyed it in years but the bottom of my hair has a red tinge to it and the top has some really small blonde parts.
03. Eye Color: Weird again. Blue/green with a brown patch in my left eye
04. Height Currently: 5'4"
05. Glasses/contacts: Nope. I actually have really good eyes.
06. Birthdate: 20th August 1982
07. Star Sign: Leo. But I am nothing like typical Leo's.
08. Current Age: 21
09. Siblings: One brother, Josh
10. Siblings Age: 19
11. Location: Brisbane, Australia
12. College Plans: I'm already there. This is my 5th year. I'VE HAD ENOUGH!
13. Any Piercing: Just my ears. I have a tattoo though
STUFF
01. Have you ever loved someone you had no chance with: Yeah I guess so.
02. Have you ever cried over something someone of the opposite sex did: Of course. I am a typical girl.
03. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: Not really I don't think.
04. Want Someone You Don't Have Right Now: Nope, I have who I want :D
05. Ever Liked a close Guy/Girl Friend: Yes
06. Are You Lonely Right Now: Right this second... yes. I want Dan to be back from Tully already
07. Ever Afraid You'll Never Get Married: I used to be, definitely. I seriously thought that no one would ever want to marry me. I'm not afraid anymore though. I've met my soulmate.
08. Do You Want To Get Married: Hell yeah I do!
09. Do You Want Kids: Yes, yes I do. I want three preferably.
FAVORITE
01. Room In house: My bedroom
02. Type of music: Typically alternative rock stuff, but I like lots
04. Memory: I have too many
05. Day Of The Week: It has been Sunday lately
06. Color: Blue and purple
07. Perfume Or Cologne: Sui Dreams
08. Flower: Pink Tigerlily's and roses
09. Month: August
10. Season: Winter/Spring
11. Location for dates: I don't have one
IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU:
01. Cried: Yes, more than once.
02. Bought Something: Yes! The new Jebs album Braxton Hicks. I'm naughty.
03. Gotten Sick: Nope
04. Sang: Yep, but only along with songs
05. Said I Love You: Yes, several times
06. Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved them, But Didn't: Nope
07. Met Someone New: Ummm I don't think so
08. Moved On: ... I don't think so again
09. Talked To Someone: Yes, several different people
10. Had A Serious Talk: Yes.
11. Missed Someone: Hell yeah. So so much
12. Hugged Someone: Yep
13. Kissed Someone: Nope
14. Fought With Your Parents: No. My dad was pissed off last night though and it was annoying me
15. Dreamed About Someone You Can't Be With: Yep, which is good and bad.
16. Had a lot of sleep: Not so much
17. Wanted This Survey To Be Over: Nah... it is actually distracting me quite well.
OTHER STUFF
1. What song(s) best describes you?: Pretty much still Faint by Linkin Park. There are others that describe me right now, but not normally
2. What is your favorite ice cream topping? Chocolate for sure
3. If you could spend 24 hours with any person who would it be? Dan
4. Favorite part of your body?: My eyes cause they're different
5. if you were a porn star, what would your name be?: Well according to the theory of it being your first pets name and your first street name mine is.... Ben Dover. Yes, that's right. You couldn't ask for a better porn name could you? It is hard to believe that it is actually true, but it is.
7. Lara croft or duke nukem?: No idea
8. favorite M&Ms color?: Blue
9. Have you ever noticed the ratio of brown to orange and red? Can't say I have
10. Favorite possession? I don't know
WORD ASSOCIATION:
11. cow: Moo
12. corny: Sweet
13. summer: Hot
14. bus: Crap
15. white: Angel
16. rain: Good smell
17. First crush?: Probably my neighbour Jack
18. Favorite Jackson: There isn't one
19. Is Elvis really dead?: He sure is
20. Best James Bond: Hugh Jackman if he becomes him :p
21. Coolest black guy?: ... I don't know. There are some damn cool ones out there
22. Best fast food fries?: McDonalds. But if it were chips it would be KFC or Red Rooster
23. Biggest fear: Losing someone I love
QUESTIONS FOR PEOPLE WITHOUT KIDS
24. What do you want to name your first son?: Either Ethan John or Cameron John
25. What do you want to name your first daughter? Abby Lorelai
MORE QUESTIONS FOR EVERYBODY
26. Favorite bird: *shrugs* I don't know
27. What sucks most?: Uncontrollable situations
28. Worst movie: Ace Ventura 2 was pretty damn bad
29. Favorite album cover: I don't have one
30. Robert Frost or Edgar Allan Poe: Neither
31. Coke or Pepsi? Coke for sure. Pepsi sucks assballs like a whorebag
32. Favorite kool aid? ...
33. Favorite iced tea? ...
35. If you started a band, what would its name be? No Entry (it was the name of our fake band that us girls had one year at Big Day Out to amuse ourselves)
36. What in the hell happened to joan osborne? *shrugs*
37. Gwen stefani or shirley manson? Gwen
38. Dream celebrity death match event: I have no idea
39. What's your sign: I've already answered this
40. Do you believe in love? For sure
41. The Rock or Triple H? The Rock.
42. Is chivalry dead? Nope, definitely not
43. Are you trendy? That is definitely not a word I would use to describe myself ;)
44. Strangest offer you ever received? Dunno
45. When you were little, who did you want to be like? I don't remember. That was a long time ago
47. Favorite board game: Friends Trivia :p
48. Most overdone board game: *shrugs*
49. First job: The newsagency
50. Current job: The newsagency ;) 6 and a half years later and I'm still there
51. Dream job: Meh, I can't think of anything :(
52. If you were in a classic literature novel, which one would it be?: No idea
53. Best stephen king book(s)?: Misery was pretty good. It freaked me out good
54. Do you believe in God? At times
56. Favorite t-shirt: Either one of my Superjesus ones or my Jebs one
57. Favorite color of roses? Red and pink
58. Favorite romantic comedy: How To Lose A Guy In 10 Days
59. How do you feel right now? Lonely
60. What do you want most right now? Dan to be here
SIMPLE QUESTIONS:
1.What time is it? 5:54pm
2.Do you have a car? Yes
3.What kinda car do you have/want? I have a Toyota Corona stationwagon. I wouldn't mind a Honda CR-V
FAVORITE QUESTIONS:
11.Movie: Many. How To Lose A Guy In 10 Days, Riding In Cars With Boys, That Thing You Do, Charlie's Angels 1 & 2 and many more.
12.Song: Harpoon - Jebediah and Everybody Calls Me Lonely - The Superjesus are my two main favourites
13.Band: Jebediah, The Superjesus, Matchbox 20... and more
14.Group: I don't think I have a favourite group. I prefer it when they can play their own instruments and write their own songs ;)
15.Singer: Individual singer it would be Shannon Noll. Overall singer it would be Sarah McLeod of The Superjesus
16.TV Show: Friends and Gilmore Girls are tied
17.TV Channel: Despite my two favourites being on Channel 9, I would probably say Channel 10
18.Actor: Michael Vartan and Adam Sandler
19.Actress: Lauren Graham and Drew Barrymore
20.Comic: Don't have one
21.Magazine: I read a whole heap at work. The main one I buy most weeks is Rugby League Week
22.Food: Potato! I'm all about the potato
23.Snack: Normally chips
24.Drink: Lemon Lime & Bitters
25.CD-ROM Game: Don't have one
26.Board Game: Friends Trivia
27.Card Game: Spoons
28.Kid Game: Meh
29.Number: 27
30.Cartoon: Care Bears or The Simpsons
31.Character: I'm assuming that's movie or TV character. And my answer is Lorelai Gilmore in Gilmore Girls.
32.Disney Character: I'm not sure, but it would be one of the funny sidekicks
LOVE LIFE ETC:
39.Do you plan on having children: Wow, this thing is repetitive. Yes
40.Do you want to get married: Definitely
41.How old do you wanna be when you have your first child: Preferably about 26. I want to have at least two kids before I'm 30
42.How old do you wanna be when your married: Around 24 I guess. I would say that I'll be married in the next two years or so
43.Would you have kids before marriage? I wouldn't choose to, but if I got pregnant I wouldn't rush to get married because of it
44.Have you been past base 1?: Yep ;) Naughty aren't I?
45.Do you even know what the bases are?: Not clearly. There is always a few different ideas as to what they are
46.Do you have a b/f or g/f (who): Yes I do, and he is Dan
47.Do you have a crush?: Not unless my feelings for Dan are considered a crush as well.
EITHER-OR (PICK WHICH ONE YOU PREFER)
48.Music/TV: Wow, that is one of the toughest questions in exsistence. I can't choose
49. Black/Red: Black
50.Green/Blue: Blue
51.Pink/Purple: Purple
52.Sleep/StayUp: Depends what is going on. Sleep is good, but if you have something good to stay up for then it can be good too
53.Summer/Winter: Winter
54.Spring/Fall: Spring
55.Night/Day: Night
56.Hangin Out/Chillin: I thought they were the same. My mistake ;)
57.Friends/Lovers: In my opinion, you should be friends with your lover, so definitely friends.
58.Cold/Warm: Warm... but if it was hot or cold I would say cold
59.Fast/Slow: Slow
60.New/Old: Old
61.Dark/Light: Dark
62.Sparkle/Shine: Sparkle
63.Peach/Plum: Plum
64.Apple/Orange: Orange
65.Laundry/Dishes: Laundry
66.Christina/Britney: Neither. Gross nasty girls
67.Limp Bizkit/KoRn: Limp Bizkit
68.Rock/Rap: Rock by a mile
69.Pop/R&B: I guess I'd go pop
WHAT DO YOU THINK (WRITE WHAT YOU THINK OF THE FOLLOWING)
70.Rap: Not a fan
71.Teenagers: As a general whole... annoying. This is coming from a retail worker
72.Smoking: Icky icky icky
73.Death: Scary
74.Life: Up and down
75.Drinking: In moderation is good :p
76.Bomb Threats: Not good
77.Murder: Bad
78.Suicide: Sad
79.Fear: Normal
DO YOU
80. Find yourself attractive?: Definitely not. But I'm getting a bit better with myself... I think :/
81. Like yourself? For the most part. I don't hate myself, that's for sure.
So there we go. The distracting survey. I really need to be doing some stuff for uni. I start my field placement next week, so that will be interesting.
I'm doing this survey sort of as a way to calm myself down a bit. I'm not feeling too great... all moody and upset and stuff. So I'm hoping that concentrating on this for a little while will distract me. I'm still having issues with my computer too, which isn't helping any. So anyway... here I go
01. Full Birth Name: Peta Maree .....
02. Hair Color: Brown. My hair is weird though. I haven't dyed it in years but the bottom of my hair has a red tinge to it and the top has some really small blonde parts.
03. Eye Color: Weird again. Blue/green with a brown patch in my left eye
04. Height Currently: 5'4"
05. Glasses/contacts: Nope. I actually have really good eyes.
06. Birthdate: 20th August 1982
07. Star Sign: Leo. But I am nothing like typical Leo's.
08. Current Age: 21
09. Siblings: One brother, Josh
10. Siblings Age: 19
11. Location: Brisbane, Australia
12. College Plans: I'm already there. This is my 5th year. I'VE HAD ENOUGH!
13. Any Piercing: Just my ears. I have a tattoo though
STUFF
01. Have you ever loved someone you had no chance with: Yeah I guess so.
02. Have you ever cried over something someone of the opposite sex did: Of course. I am a typical girl.
03. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: Not really I don't think.
04. Want Someone You Don't Have Right Now: Nope, I have who I want :D
05. Ever Liked a close Guy/Girl Friend: Yes
06. Are You Lonely Right Now: Right this second... yes. I want Dan to be back from Tully already
07. Ever Afraid You'll Never Get Married: I used to be, definitely. I seriously thought that no one would ever want to marry me. I'm not afraid anymore though. I've met my soulmate.
08. Do You Want To Get Married: Hell yeah I do!
09. Do You Want Kids: Yes, yes I do. I want three preferably.
FAVORITE
01. Room In house: My bedroom
02. Type of music: Typically alternative rock stuff, but I like lots
04. Memory: I have too many
05. Day Of The Week: It has been Sunday lately
06. Color: Blue and purple
07. Perfume Or Cologne: Sui Dreams
08. Flower: Pink Tigerlily's and roses
09. Month: August
10. Season: Winter/Spring
11. Location for dates: I don't have one
IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU:
01. Cried: Yes, more than once.
02. Bought Something: Yes! The new Jebs album Braxton Hicks. I'm naughty.
03. Gotten Sick: Nope
04. Sang: Yep, but only along with songs
05. Said I Love You: Yes, several times
06. Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved them, But Didn't: Nope
07. Met Someone New: Ummm I don't think so
08. Moved On: ... I don't think so again
09. Talked To Someone: Yes, several different people
10. Had A Serious Talk: Yes.
11. Missed Someone: Hell yeah. So so much
12. Hugged Someone: Yep
13. Kissed Someone: Nope
14. Fought With Your Parents: No. My dad was pissed off last night though and it was annoying me
15. Dreamed About Someone You Can't Be With: Yep, which is good and bad.
16. Had a lot of sleep: Not so much
17. Wanted This Survey To Be Over: Nah... it is actually distracting me quite well.
OTHER STUFF
1. What song(s) best describes you?: Pretty much still Faint by Linkin Park. There are others that describe me right now, but not normally
2. What is your favorite ice cream topping? Chocolate for sure
3. If you could spend 24 hours with any person who would it be? Dan
4. Favorite part of your body?: My eyes cause they're different
5. if you were a porn star, what would your name be?: Well according to the theory of it being your first pets name and your first street name mine is.... Ben Dover. Yes, that's right. You couldn't ask for a better porn name could you? It is hard to believe that it is actually true, but it is.
7. Lara croft or duke nukem?: No idea
8. favorite M&Ms color?: Blue
9. Have you ever noticed the ratio of brown to orange and red? Can't say I have
10. Favorite possession? I don't know
WORD ASSOCIATION:
11. cow: Moo
12. corny: Sweet
13. summer: Hot
14. bus: Crap
15. white: Angel
16. rain: Good smell
17. First crush?: Probably my neighbour Jack
18. Favorite Jackson: There isn't one
19. Is Elvis really dead?: He sure is
20. Best James Bond: Hugh Jackman if he becomes him :p
21. Coolest black guy?: ... I don't know. There are some damn cool ones out there
22. Best fast food fries?: McDonalds. But if it were chips it would be KFC or Red Rooster
23. Biggest fear: Losing someone I love
QUESTIONS FOR PEOPLE WITHOUT KIDS
24. What do you want to name your first son?: Either Ethan John or Cameron John
25. What do you want to name your first daughter? Abby Lorelai
MORE QUESTIONS FOR EVERYBODY
26. Favorite bird: *shrugs* I don't know
27. What sucks most?: Uncontrollable situations
28. Worst movie: Ace Ventura 2 was pretty damn bad
29. Favorite album cover: I don't have one
30. Robert Frost or Edgar Allan Poe: Neither
31. Coke or Pepsi? Coke for sure. Pepsi sucks assballs like a whorebag
32. Favorite kool aid? ...
33. Favorite iced tea? ...
35. If you started a band, what would its name be? No Entry (it was the name of our fake band that us girls had one year at Big Day Out to amuse ourselves)
36. What in the hell happened to joan osborne? *shrugs*
37. Gwen stefani or shirley manson? Gwen
38. Dream celebrity death match event: I have no idea
39. What's your sign: I've already answered this
40. Do you believe in love? For sure
41. The Rock or Triple H? The Rock.
42. Is chivalry dead? Nope, definitely not
43. Are you trendy? That is definitely not a word I would use to describe myself ;)
44. Strangest offer you ever received? Dunno
45. When you were little, who did you want to be like? I don't remember. That was a long time ago
47. Favorite board game: Friends Trivia :p
48. Most overdone board game: *shrugs*
49. First job: The newsagency
50. Current job: The newsagency ;) 6 and a half years later and I'm still there
51. Dream job: Meh, I can't think of anything :(
52. If you were in a classic literature novel, which one would it be?: No idea
53. Best stephen king book(s)?: Misery was pretty good. It freaked me out good
54. Do you believe in God? At times
56. Favorite t-shirt: Either one of my Superjesus ones or my Jebs one
57. Favorite color of roses? Red and pink
58. Favorite romantic comedy: How To Lose A Guy In 10 Days
59. How do you feel right now? Lonely
60. What do you want most right now? Dan to be here
SIMPLE QUESTIONS:
1.What time is it? 5:54pm
2.Do you have a car? Yes
3.What kinda car do you have/want? I have a Toyota Corona stationwagon. I wouldn't mind a Honda CR-V
FAVORITE QUESTIONS:
11.Movie: Many. How To Lose A Guy In 10 Days, Riding In Cars With Boys, That Thing You Do, Charlie's Angels 1 & 2 and many more.
12.Song: Harpoon - Jebediah and Everybody Calls Me Lonely - The Superjesus are my two main favourites
13.Band: Jebediah, The Superjesus, Matchbox 20... and more
14.Group: I don't think I have a favourite group. I prefer it when they can play their own instruments and write their own songs ;)
15.Singer: Individual singer it would be Shannon Noll. Overall singer it would be Sarah McLeod of The Superjesus
16.TV Show: Friends and Gilmore Girls are tied
17.TV Channel: Despite my two favourites being on Channel 9, I would probably say Channel 10
18.Actor: Michael Vartan and Adam Sandler
19.Actress: Lauren Graham and Drew Barrymore
20.Comic: Don't have one
21.Magazine: I read a whole heap at work. The main one I buy most weeks is Rugby League Week
22.Food: Potato! I'm all about the potato
23.Snack: Normally chips
24.Drink: Lemon Lime & Bitters
25.CD-ROM Game: Don't have one
26.Board Game: Friends Trivia
27.Card Game: Spoons
28.Kid Game: Meh
29.Number: 27
30.Cartoon: Care Bears or The Simpsons
31.Character: I'm assuming that's movie or TV character. And my answer is Lorelai Gilmore in Gilmore Girls.
32.Disney Character: I'm not sure, but it would be one of the funny sidekicks
LOVE LIFE ETC:
39.Do you plan on having children: Wow, this thing is repetitive. Yes
40.Do you want to get married: Definitely
41.How old do you wanna be when you have your first child: Preferably about 26. I want to have at least two kids before I'm 30
42.How old do you wanna be when your married: Around 24 I guess. I would say that I'll be married in the next two years or so
43.Would you have kids before marriage? I wouldn't choose to, but if I got pregnant I wouldn't rush to get married because of it
44.Have you been past base 1?: Yep ;) Naughty aren't I?
45.Do you even know what the bases are?: Not clearly. There is always a few different ideas as to what they are
46.Do you have a b/f or g/f (who): Yes I do, and he is Dan
47.Do you have a crush?: Not unless my feelings for Dan are considered a crush as well.
EITHER-OR (PICK WHICH ONE YOU PREFER)
48.Music/TV: Wow, that is one of the toughest questions in exsistence. I can't choose
49. Black/Red: Black
50.Green/Blue: Blue
51.Pink/Purple: Purple
52.Sleep/StayUp: Depends what is going on. Sleep is good, but if you have something good to stay up for then it can be good too
53.Summer/Winter: Winter
54.Spring/Fall: Spring
55.Night/Day: Night
56.Hangin Out/Chillin: I thought they were the same. My mistake ;)
57.Friends/Lovers: In my opinion, you should be friends with your lover, so definitely friends.
58.Cold/Warm: Warm... but if it was hot or cold I would say cold
59.Fast/Slow: Slow
60.New/Old: Old
61.Dark/Light: Dark
62.Sparkle/Shine: Sparkle
63.Peach/Plum: Plum
64.Apple/Orange: Orange
65.Laundry/Dishes: Laundry
66.Christina/Britney: Neither. Gross nasty girls
67.Limp Bizkit/KoRn: Limp Bizkit
68.Rock/Rap: Rock by a mile
69.Pop/R&B: I guess I'd go pop
WHAT DO YOU THINK (WRITE WHAT YOU THINK OF THE FOLLOWING)
70.Rap: Not a fan
71.Teenagers: As a general whole... annoying. This is coming from a retail worker
72.Smoking: Icky icky icky
73.Death: Scary
74.Life: Up and down
75.Drinking: In moderation is good :p
76.Bomb Threats: Not good
77.Murder: Bad
78.Suicide: Sad
79.Fear: Normal
DO YOU
80. Find yourself attractive?: Definitely not. But I'm getting a bit better with myself... I think :/
81. Like yourself? For the most part. I don't hate myself, that's for sure.
So there we go. The distracting survey. I really need to be doing some stuff for uni. I start my field placement next week, so that will be interesting.