May 22, 2004 16:29
So I've gotten lazy on this journal TOO! Sorry about that guys..(and girls). Even though the whole idea of secretive-sex-journal hasn't really followed through.. but that's ok. I made this journal so some other people didn't read it.. and as far as I know, they havn't.
I've been working on my "story" lol. And I just havn't been able to write about anything before that. Introduction problems, i know. Everything i've ever done that was about Kelli seemed to have to be perfect. Once i stayed until nine working on a poster (for key club no less) that turned into her. It was unbelievably obsessive.
She's been talking to Evan (a good friend of mine) a lot lately. I'm not totaly sure why he all of a sudden wants to become such good friends with her. But whatever makes him happy, i guess. But he just doesn't get the fact that it still.. hurts. Especially when he does his whole "guess who I was talking to" thing. I try to make a joke out of it, because that's the only way I know how to handle it. But it's so much more serious than that.
Oh well. I'm working on it.
Over the weekend somehow, I convinced myself that I really liked Kari. But then she started going out with Brad.. damnit. He's a cool guy and everything, but Brad? Ew. He's a penis.