too long
i felt this is a good time as any to write with it being the new year and a new beginning in my life. i have new best friends, a new sense of self, and a new life.
i am now single after being in a serious relationship for a long time. we are still friends which makes me glad. though after we broke up his mother died a month later and i felt horrible. she was very kind to me. the main reason i feel bad is bc i wasnt able to be there for him during that time. but in retrospect would i have felt comfortable. i feared going to the funeral and when i did arrive i felt fine, but i felt that awkwardness would still be there.
for a long time i never felt that i had friends. and i bet ur thinking everyone has friends and i do but ive never really had best friends. i finally for once in my life feel like i do. they make my life so fun and exhilarating
i am now single after being in a serious relationship for a long time. we are still friends which makes me glad. though after we broke up his mother died a month later and i felt horrible. she was very kind to me. the main reason i feel bad is bc i wasnt able to be there for him during that time. but in retrospect would i have felt comfortable. i feared going to the funeral and when i did arrive i felt fine, but i felt that awkwardness would still be there.
for a long time i never felt that i had friends. and i bet ur thinking everyone has friends and i do but ive never really had best friends. i finally for once in my life feel like i do. they make my life so fun and exhilarating