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OK, so, the show has ended, and while this has its obvious good side, it also has its glaringly obvious bad side, which, if this premonition of the way I will feel as the night goes on is correct, will be hitting pretty hard sometime soon.
It's an odd feeling to want to blame people for being so wonderful.
I didn't ask you all to be this way! Why did you connect with me so much? Couldn't you call have just been like everyone else in the world and be easily, dismissably average? Couldn't you have been mean spirited and unsupportive instead of helping me every step of the way? Can't I just leave you behind?
Of course, I don't mean that. I can't mean that. I refuse to mean that. But this feeling, not just anyone can make me feel this way, and for a group of people to do it, well, that's just ridiculous.
You all are a crazy bunch. I am going to miss working with you deeply. Very deeply. Especially a few of you. A couple of the really special ones read this.
Anyways, Thursday will be wonderful, I'm sure.
Haha, a reunion after only 4 days. We are a unique bunch. We really are.
It's an odd feeling to want to blame people for being so wonderful.
I didn't ask you all to be this way! Why did you connect with me so much? Couldn't you call have just been like everyone else in the world and be easily, dismissably average? Couldn't you have been mean spirited and unsupportive instead of helping me every step of the way? Can't I just leave you behind?
Of course, I don't mean that. I can't mean that. I refuse to mean that. But this feeling, not just anyone can make me feel this way, and for a group of people to do it, well, that's just ridiculous.
You all are a crazy bunch. I am going to miss working with you deeply. Very deeply. Especially a few of you. A couple of the really special ones read this.
Anyways, Thursday will be wonderful, I'm sure.
Haha, a reunion after only 4 days. We are a unique bunch. We really are.