Waitressing....
Can someone remind me why I wanted to waitress again?? Oh yea...because I'm taking out a $9000.00 loan in six months when I move to London. Why do I have such big dreams? hah geez...i like to get myself into interesting situations. i officially hate all people that go to bars! jk...but i know that i will never give annnnyyyy waitress/waiter at a bar shit ever for taking a long time. some guy was bitching tonite cuz i didn't fill his jack and coke completly to the rim- i mean c'mon it was just under it-not a big deal. so he wanted me to fill the rest up w/ jack...so i filled it with coke and gave it back with a grin...as i accidentally spilled what i just filled up on his shirt. oops! hahah i really did spill it on accident but i believe it was karma. cut people a break sometimes! but i didn't cry all night-the bartended pointed that out. haha i'm pretty surprised i didn't actually. i was pretty damn close but i'm good at chokin it back...thank goodness. i don't think i'd be able to show my face again if i started cryin like a baby.
i'm still training but training at the bar i work at is basically throw you to the wolves and we'll help if you really need it. i was helped out tontie but i had most of the tables and simply could not go fast enough for all those drunks! i sold $1,070.00 worth of booze tonite though....that's pretty damn good i'd say. its just so stressful sometimes...meaning the whole time i'm there cuz i don't know what i'm doing yet. i hate not knowing what to do or asking for help. i'm sure i'll catch on soon, its just a matter of sticking with it. but i don't really have a choice unless my grades start slipping or something.
i love ani difranco. she's been my solid for the last week especially. she reminds me to be me...even when others don't agree. she's the most inspiring person in every way. in fact...i think i'm gonna go rock out on my guitar to some ani right now. and then do some drawing. ahhh what a way to relax. xoxo
i'm still training but training at the bar i work at is basically throw you to the wolves and we'll help if you really need it. i was helped out tontie but i had most of the tables and simply could not go fast enough for all those drunks! i sold $1,070.00 worth of booze tonite though....that's pretty damn good i'd say. its just so stressful sometimes...meaning the whole time i'm there cuz i don't know what i'm doing yet. i hate not knowing what to do or asking for help. i'm sure i'll catch on soon, its just a matter of sticking with it. but i don't really have a choice unless my grades start slipping or something.
i love ani difranco. she's been my solid for the last week especially. she reminds me to be me...even when others don't agree. she's the most inspiring person in every way. in fact...i think i'm gonna go rock out on my guitar to some ani right now. and then do some drawing. ahhh what a way to relax. xoxo