You should make amends with you.
I take my hands down the hospital walls to your room,
You did always loathe the way I dragged my hands and made that sound.
Did I ever tell you I did that when I was anxious?
You look to me as I open that think wooden door.
You mumble, " Ashley please do not cry this time."
How can I cry when you never taught me how?
When you always showed me to feel your emotions and never, taste them.
Oh, tell me this is going to settle.
All I want is to depart, and have you leave right next to me.
I apologize for the fact that it is just me, this time.
What do you say to a fighter who is laying down?
When my whole life I wathced you position, taller than I could ever envision..
You stopped the bleeding when I slid on my knees.
You held him through all those nights he could not breathe.
Did I ever let you know, I am soundless when I am terrified?
You did always loathe the way I dragged my hands and made that sound.
Did I ever tell you I did that when I was anxious?
You look to me as I open that think wooden door.
You mumble, " Ashley please do not cry this time."
How can I cry when you never taught me how?
When you always showed me to feel your emotions and never, taste them.
Oh, tell me this is going to settle.
All I want is to depart, and have you leave right next to me.
I apologize for the fact that it is just me, this time.
What do you say to a fighter who is laying down?
When my whole life I wathced you position, taller than I could ever envision..
You stopped the bleeding when I slid on my knees.
You held him through all those nights he could not breathe.
Did I ever let you know, I am soundless when I am terrified?